I used to, but now I think my body will just give up on me. I became randomly diasabled at 20 with no warning so i'll probably just peace out from something like that.

I'm on day 5. I'm still struggling a little bit personally, my biggest reccomendation is to journal if you can and find some good shit to occupy your mind. I'm using the new Billie album rn. You've got this the anxiety from the cravings will deminish everyday. I'd highly reccomend cbd if you can afford it.

My diet and sleep arent great as i have several chronic conditions. I've been listening to alot of music i did some meal prep today and took a little walk. Really i'm just trying to stay busy and keep my brain occupied i've also been using cbd and cannabis to help with the anxiety since i use them normally anyway. I've spent time with my dog and took a nap as well. I'm not doing as bad as i was last night, but I need to find some other plan

Hey im right there with you im on day 2 as well. I've been using cbd to keep myself calm and curb cravings maybe look into it? You can do this!!!

Do you have any aunts or uncles you could grill about this? They could know something and be more comfortable talking about it then your grandparents.

i'm so sorry an item in the new sims pack sent you into a spiral, you are not alone. Everything seems to be sending me into a spiral lately.

I always seem to forget what i went through wasn't normal until seeing the look on people's faces when I talk about it.

Absolutely not the body majorly holds on to developmental trauma. It sounds like you have a boyfriend who is ignorant about your condition.

This was very helpful thank you. I've already lost a parent so i'm trying really hard not to have to go no contact with my mom but at this point when I move out I think I will atleast for a while. Thank you for helping me to realize that our relationship not clicking right now isn't all on me.

I feel this all the time you definitely aren't alone. I live in constant fear that i'm just manipulating everyone around me. When I tell my friends that they just laugh and say they love me and that is not the case. You are a good person all good people still have bad feelings and moments.

NTA you provided 15 years of notice initially and then 1 year notice. Your brother didn't respect you enough to respect that I think it's sad your parents can't see that.

I'm so glad you liked it!!! I hope your wife loves it!

This year I am dogsitting over thanksgiving and we aren't having any family get together because my gramma is in the hospital. I have to be honest I am relieved to not have to see my family on thanksgiving. It kind of just fell in my lap this year, but my breaking point was when I saw them starting to do and say the same shit to my younger cousins that they did to me.

NTA, please rethink this marriage. As someone who had a step parent that didn't want them, please don't marry this woman.

get it

Okay, fuck your husband. My mom's husband was just like that when my father went to prison and for so many other hugely traumatic times in my life when I needed my fucking mom. Do not let him stop you from supporting your baby it will make such a huge difference to your son in the long run.

NTA, i'm so sorry that your little girl had to experience this kind of hate in your own family.

YTA, it sounds like you should move away from this lovely foster family just trying to help their foster son. It sounds like this boy has been through alot he is just a kid.

Raid Dollar Tree for snacks and maybe some fun cheap makeup and i'm sure they will be able to entertain themselves

I am about to restart EMDR and have been considering cutting back to ever other week, I really appreciated your input. :)

I really love the lyrics, but I agree you should back off on the vocal effects. I would love to hear your voice shine through more. I do think mixing it up a bit and sounding less like most of whats on the radio right now could be fun. Overall it's really good, immediately upon listening to the intro I downloaded the song.

Yes, my closest friends that have stuck around also had shitty parents and family live that caused major issues.