I found this as a meme on truecampbell.com, and am posting here in case other AlAnons (besides me!) need this gentle reminder.
Holiday Survival Tips:
. It's okay to excuse yourself from the table, go into the bathroom and say the Serenity Prayer.
. It's okay to remember, the only person you can change is you.
. It's okay to leave early.
. It's okay to say, "Sorry, I can't make it this year, I have other plans." No explanation needed.
. The best gift you can give your family is to take care of YOU.
YOU ARE NOT AN ABUSER for your response to being abused. For your abuser to suggest otherwise is bullsh**. When an abuser wants to turn the story around to somehow justify their behavior, it's nothing but their own denial kicking in. They clearly are not able or ready to hear or respect your feelings. A lot of us feel that is not fair, that our abuser should listen and apologize, but for me, I had to realize it was an unrealistic expectation. I also had to let go of the idea that it was somehow up to them to make me feel better (by owning and apologizing for their behavior.) The truth is, I had to do the painful, honest work of healing and recovery myself. I used different therapies, sometimes medication, self-help groups, education about trauma, and I distanced myself from my abusers for emotional safety. I wish you strength and light on the journey.
Anybody else have your abuser use their childhood trauma as an excuse to abuse you?
CPTSD