i (f22) am a survivor of child on child sa. when i was 5 (i had a severe language delay and could barely talk and communicate) a boy 7 yo (with severe issues) asked to "play doctor." he directed me to take my clothes off. there was a sponge placed "down there," i believe almost inside of me. we now belive i was most likely raped...but i'm not 100% sure. i'll get more answers with my primary therapist tomorrow and emdr on thursday.

i've thought of reporting it, but i don't know what the police would be able to do. especially since it was so long ago. i also don't wanna go through any more trauma. any thoughts and/or tips on this?