Guys I need serious help. It’s been 2 months since trauma anniversary 1 and about a month and a week since trauma anniversary 2. They both are In the fall, I don’t know what happened but I’ve basically convinced myself I don’t exist. I’m trying to accept and be compassionate but that doesn’t work cause I say well I don’t exist so, then the thoughts of nothings real comes in. I know this is a trauma response, but I really need to reach out and talk about this because what happened was messed up and I can’t even accept it in myself. I’m scared 24/7 or dissociated, every interaction is a replay of the trauma anyone walking behind me I assume it gonna shoot me, and I feel like I’m not here. It’s been 2 months now, it’s been this bad since Halloween, has this happened to anyone else
Same thing. I have a blank expression, no connection cause I don’t even wanna talk cause what is there to talk about? It just makes any conversation so awkward. Rather not talk to anyone at all, I got no passion to even fake a conversation
Hi guys, I’ve noticed so much Muslim baddies who are modest and stuff and I’m wanting to put more effort into dressing up. I’m wondering if u guys wear makeup? I notice some muslims wear very light and modest makeup, but personally I’ve always hated washing my makeup off so that’s why I don’t rlly wear it. but I’m wondering if u guys do and if so like how much? Im asking for day to day makeup not event makeup lol. Thanks!
Is this a joke?
I think we were all functioning alcoholics, because we had to afford alcohol 😂.
I think A) they can go to an isolated beach and all swim freely B) she could wear a long shirt and pants and swim with them with a scarf
I’m so sorry this happened to you girl. I wasn’t that religious myself a few years ago, and I used to always ask myself why me, what did I do to be traumatized, but slowly I began realizing my trauma was just redirection, thst no matter how I cut it or look at it had to happen to get me in a better place, I’m still suffering constantly and if you’d ask me if I’d still choose for the trauma to happen I’d stay home, but I know ultimately it’s for my good because there is a different story of where I could’ve ended up without those traumas and it wasn’t anywhere good… if that makes sense. Also don’t mean to be forward or make u uncomfortable but, in my religion we believe in self-defence to the point where even if a women were to be raped she could kill the rapist to protect her body and chasity, self-defence is heavily encouraged and is seen as a sin to not defend you’re self, so my religion actually helped me a lot with my trauma. All the best girl, I hope you find peace 🤍💌
I’m so sorry girl, something similar happened to me. Thankfully I realized people are imperfect but the religion is perfect. a lot of people sin and they are still Muslim, the same way I’ve sinned and we’ve all sinned before, but that doesn’t mean their actions represent what you’re religion is.
Ur moms probably just afraid
I never got raped, sorry if I misled you, that’s the one difference between my ex and ur ex, but I was molested too. but when I dating him I was promiscuous I would hookup with any guy that wasn’t him and my drive was 10/10 so had nothing to do with sexual issues, if anything yea probably sexual issues for liking it so much.
But the guy never shamed my body it was the opposite but he did shame me in general and laugh at me make fun of me and call me a slut
Crazy thing is a guy did the exact same thing I did to my ex. I got my karma, real bad.
Hey. I told my ex the same exact thing word for word, I shamed him so bad, and he would just take it he always came back so I never thought it might hurt him. I’m aware now and know it was rude of me, I want u to know I still think about that ex and honestly he was the only one who ever truly loved me and I’m so lucky to have met him and I wish I never shamed him at all, I had avoidant issues but I didn’t want him to abandon me so I’d shame him to get him off my back idk I just didn’t want him to stop being obsessed with me, but I could’ve never loved him back then because I was so superficial and he didn’t “fit”
Yes and you should too. I did because my dad isn’t the same as he was, he changed he barely yells and he would never hit me anymore I can tell he feels guilt by the way he talks. Also as I was doing some self-awareness and just journaling I realized that I also did some messed up things to people, and I’ve changed. I hope those people don’t hold it over my head, the way I held it over my fathers head when he has changed too. Maybe one way to see it, but this only works if your parent changed if they didn’t I’m not sure if I would’ve forgiven my dad, probably not.
Did anyone here forgive their parents?
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