Wait hold on…hats—> autism? As a 20 something still stuck in my hat phase…uh oh.
I’m an artist. And when working without external motivation (a commission or for my dayjob) I struggle hardcore to work on any project that takes longer than a week to complete. I just get bored and wander off.
But I’d like to some day take on a longform project. A long animation. A graphic novel. Something that would take months or even years as opposed to a week. Any tips to keep motivation up (other than the oh so helpful “just do it anyway”)
Don’t want to kill the archivist. Think he’s kinda hot imo.
“Oh my god it’s like Old Boy”
Idk dawg they did include haarlep and that’s at best coercion.
On the other hand, impersonating your romance and fuckin with you just to throw you for a loop is right up her particular alley of crazy.
As someone who’s terrified of those alien fucks I beg to differ
Bruh my dog eats his own turds as he’s making em. So as he pops a squat he rotates around just slurpin em back up like “oops I dropped this”. Like does it even count as pooping anymore if you eat it right away?
Kk cool that answers my question. Here I go killin again.
That guy wasn’t a durge he’s just a run of the mill psychopath
Fun thing is I’m doing a dark urge run simultaneously to a goody goody two shoes not dark urge character. For some reason my latter character whose a soft spoken little wizard man is suddenly saying all this unsettling shit as if it’s a hold over from my durge saves.
So so I want to take care of first but they insist I must kill first. I really want to take care of the former first and leave the latter as the last boss I take care of. Is the former telling the truth and if I
God same. If I eat eggs I’m running to the bathroom in like 15 minutes.
My diet is bland and terrible. Food allergies+ibs so I just said fuck it and went full plain. Simple things like crackers, chicken (nothing on it but olive oil and salt), a bit of arugula. Super plain things like that. Can’t even do rice cause my gut hates it.
Well I tried a different brand of crackers today. Ingredient label was tiny. Yeast, wheat, olive oil and salt. And I had to leave work early cause I was getting the “oh no this is about to be bad” full body sweats. Barely made it home. Sounds like I’m power washing the inside of toilet rn.
(And before anyone asks I’ve been tested high and lo for a reason. No celiac evidence. Colonoscopy and endoscopy clear. Etc etc. stress is a huge factor but some days even without stress I have a really bad painful time).
Not sure we’ve ever seen lava/magma magic. Would be kinda neat. A bit of fire, a bit of earth, behaves like a liquid. Could even concentrate/cool if enough to crate a magma crust like armor set.
Also we haven’t seen a character whose primary weapon is a big ol double headed war axe so I’m imagining an axe that appears to always be glowing red hot as it’s made of concentrated magma.
I get it I mean she spent most of the series being selfish. Hoarding power, locking Vanessa away as a selfish desire to use her abilities to her own gains without regard to Vanessa’s well being or wants. She then makes a turn and instead of taking she gives. Gives everything away for the sake of others.
I do but they all live 4+ hours away and I haven’t gotten a chance to make real ride or die “call them at 12am for help” friends. I just have vague acquaintances.
Yeeeep. Recently tripped while hiking and split my knee open. Limped my ass a mile home bleeding all the way and then drove myself to get stitches.
I like being independent but moments like these suck. On the other hand I don’t want to get into a relationship because I just want someone to help me sometimes. And I don’t feel any other need to get into a relationship.
I also heard of people gaining food allergies from xolair so I’m a bit scared. I already have about a dozen food allergies I really worry about giving myself more :/
Is it…okay as is? Also loooot of duct tape everywhere on the system. Though I guess it’s called duct tape for a reason.
I’ve been having chronic hives for a few years. But they don’t look or behave like most others with hives. They’re tiny (like pimple sized), often last days at a time, and appear sporadically in episodes. So I can go a few weeks give free and then get 2-4 within a few days.
They’re distracting and definitely lower my quality of life. I’m constantly searching for what I could be reacting to. I went to a derm and he immediately pushed for xolair. But I’m unsure. 1, my hives don’t look like others with chronic hives. 2, he never offered patch testing, or any other tests or treatments. No biopsy or anything either. He’s never even seen my hives. He just saw a few pictures.
I want these to go away but if these happen to just be an actual allergic reaction I don’t think xolair would help if I just keep reexposing myself to whatever it is. Or if it isn’t hives then im paying $$$$ for nothing.
If I leave my house without my signature beanie I feel so naked and exposed.
I’m also in my “all signs pointing to the fact I probably have autism and probably have always had it but I’m in deep denial” phase. It would explain my inability to not wear a hat…
In celebration of my 11th cake day, a recently unearthed trove of blunders with bonus “after” photo
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