I want to start playing cricket. Not anything big right now since I'm a complete beginner, but just playing it at the park with friends or family.

I really hate my chest, though. It's really big and I'm a skinny guy so it doesn't just look like I've got many boobs*. Apparently you're not supposed to bind while exercising so I can't do that, and KT tape/trans tape barely does anything for me unless I pair it with really loose clothing. I'm really worried that my chest will move around a lot whilst running, even with a sports bra, and it'll just distract me from the game because I'm so uncomfortable.

Does anyone know how I can make my chest flatter whilst playing cricket, or any sport for that matter?

*edit: manboobs. I meant manboobs. Autocorrect sucks.

I mean I like some stuff that's not considered masculine. Like musicals, and fashion to an extent.

But I want to get into shooting and possibly hunting (I want to research the legal and environmental aspects first), when I get the money for equipment I'm going to learn to play cricket, I'm buying whittling stuff soon, I'd love to join scouts, I wish I could've been more 'rough and tumble' when I was a kid, I love getting dirty, I love doing things with my hands, etc. I know this stuff isn't limited to men, but I definitely associate it with my own masculinity.

Is this bad? Maybe not the masculinity part, but the fact that I see it as a core part of myself and it's very stereotypical, is that bad?

First I kinda feel the need to apologise for posting here so much lol. I know I shouldn't, but anyway sorry for posting so much haha.

I'm really excited, because I might be able to earn some money. I put "job" in quotes because it'll either be through selling stuff I whittle (obviously I'll need to practice, but if I get good enough I want to) or working for my uncle, but it's something. And hopefully I'll be able to get enough money to get a new binder, maybe a swim binder too, packing stuff, etc. And this one may be pushing it a little, but hopefully I'll be able to start saving for hrt and top surgery, maybe bottom surgery in the future. I know I'm only 15 and trans healthcare in the UK sucks rn, but if I start earning money now then hopefully I'll be able to go private when I turn 18.

I'm also just really excited to be able to have a little more responsibility

There's a name I really love. It's not super popular at the moment and might be a little old fashioned (not old fashioned as in old man name, just not super popular for my specific age group), but it's not super out there either. And I really love the name, I made another Reddit account to be stealth on and I refer to myself as this name and it makes me so happy.

But it's my uncle's middle name, and I don't think he or my mum would be happy with me having it as my first name. What should I do?

I'm 15, used to really struggle with sleep but suddenly started getting up at around 6:00-6:30AM. My mum usually wakes up later than 8:00.

The problem with this is it means need to sit down with my dog for a couple of hours after I wake up, because otherwise he'll run upstairs and wake up my mum. So I can't eat breakfast, have a workout and then get in the shower right away, I have to wait a few hours to do that. Which is annoying, because I was hoping I'd be able to be more productive when I wake up early.

Does anyone know what I should do?

Edit: My mum doesn't want me to go out that early, so I can't take the dog for a walk