ah i still eat fish/chicken! šš
celebrated my second week of not eating pork/beef & overall not binge eating š„¹
Met this person online and we talked for more than 5 hours. When we were about to part ways, he asked for my TG and I gave it to him. Fast forward, we talked day and night about a lot of things, hanggang sa napunta sa usapang may sakit. He mentioned jokingly na he has a heart condition and he wonāt live long daw (w/c, up to this day, idk if true or not) and I was literally bawling my eyes out kasi I didnāt want to lose him of course. That was around midnight and I told him I canāt sleep na because I was crying and he asked if he could call me so I grabbed the chance. When I picked up the phone, I heard the most comforting words ever. Yung tono ng boses niya felt like the warmest hug. He kept reminding me, kahit ano mangyari, heās glad that we met and heāll always remember me.
I was still crying and he was singing lang āSaāyoā by Munimuni and I can also feel the sadness in his voice. He stayed up with me for 8 hours and morning na kami natapos magcall.
Fast forward again, we had a minor argument and we never talked again. I still miss him to this day and I hope heās still alive. :(
playing god next pls šš»šš»
I wanna leave but Iām not brave enough to do it TRIGGER WARNING
Things are getting worse lately and my mind is really really exhausted. So tired from working, from being my familyās emotional punching bag, from trying to heal myself. I just wanna die, I really do, but I donāt have the courage to kill myself. Iām also thinking what if I attempt doing it but fail? I cannot bear thinking about living again and watch my family live with the trauma Iām going to give them.
I have nothing to lose, Iām youngā havenāt really made so much for myself yet, hence a pretty ideal age to die, in my opinion. I just hope I die in my sleep.
āchill vibesā āhmuā
Thank you! Would you know if may entrance fee/how much per table sa Cisos? Mukhang okay nga siya for party partyyy hehehe
22 [F4A] QC bar/club recommendationsRecommendations
Hello! Planning to party around QC on a Saturday night. Please recommend a decent bar/club na mala-Xylo (may sayawan) pero decent crowd (ādi sketchy peeps hehe) Thanks in advance! :-)
Also, for Gen Zs/Millennials! š„³
Comment lang or hmu! :-)
Throughout my life, Iāve always been left hangingā¦
Para bang tinadhana akong palaging manghula sa mga pagkakataong kailangan ko ng sagot. Palagi akong naiiwang mag-isa habang kinukwestyon ko ang sarili, kung ako ba ang may kasalanan kung bakit mas madali para sa mga taong mahalaga sa akin na talikuran na lang ako kaysa pag-usapan ang mga bagay bagay.
It feels like a never ending cycle. Is it really that hard to be honest and straightforward?
AAAAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA ANG HIRAP TUMAWA PAG ALA UNA NA š LITERAL SINABI PANGALAN NG TATAY EH BWAAHAHAUAUISSKAKAKSKK
Just want to put it out there that Iām genuinely happy for my friends, and that these thoughts do not manifest into raging jealousy. And I think at this day and age, hindi na dapat big deal kung virgin o hindi, and thatās not even the point of this post as well.
Although you made a valid point naman sa wag magpapahuli sa tarantadong lalaki. Will make sure I wonāt reach this level of desperation. Again, these are just thoughts I have sometimes, hopefully, fleeting. Thank you still! :)
Hi there, itās all good, I just tend to have these thoughts lately, but Iām learning from the comments here. Have a nice day!āŗļø
Napag-iwanan ng panahon
Iām meeting up with friends after a long time, and habang nagpaplano kami, naglapag na sila ng major life updates. For context, Iām F22, and my girl friends are around the same age as I am and lahat kami fresh grads 7 months ago. 5 kami sa circle, and all 4 of them are in a relationship. Ako lang ang NBSB- single to this date.
Friend A: Thriving sa career Friend B: Plans to marry next year. Friend C: Moving in with her s/o. Friend D: Plans to marry in 2-3 years.
Alam kong masama magcompare, but I canāt help but feel even more sad and lonely. Career wise, ādi ako masayasa current job ko kahit ok naan yung sweldo. All 4 of them came from good families also, something that I donāt have.
Nakakalungkot lang kasi itās as if napag-iwanan ako ng panahon. Hindi naman ako panget at masipag naman ako HAHAHAHA nakakapressure tuloy lalo lately, kasi parang ako na lang āyung walang direksyon sa buhay. ā¹ļø
Edit: Went through all the comments, and just want to say thank you sa encouraging words and even sermon. These are the words I needed to hear to pull me back and just focus on bettering myself. š¤ It feels like ang dami kong ate/kuya figure to guide me now. Greatly appreciate it!š„ŗ
Edit 2: NOT an invitation to ask me out po. Please donāt message me para humabol sa Valentineās hahahaha :(
Wishful thinkingā¦
Life has been a lot tougher to deal with lately. I feel so fucked up in all aspects of life. I feel so damaged beyond repair. Iām losing my will to live again.
I wish: 1. I grew up in a complete and loving family. 2. I didnāt have to deal with trauma at such a young age. 3. I was easier to love and be with. 4. I was not very cynical. 5. I can be more affectionate and patient with the people I value. 6. The people I care for care for me too. 7. I was privileged enough to pursue the things I want to do. 8. I was braver, tougher. 9. I was not very insecure. 10. I can see the bright side in every bad situation. 11. I didnāt have to deal with shit alone. 12. I was normal. 13. I was talented.
Deep sighs. It sucks to be 22 but feel so sad about life.
oh noā¦ thereās too much weight from the opposite side of the ring, causing healing delays and problems. it would heal better and there would be lesser chance for rejection if it were a curved barbel.
From the looks of it, the jewelry seems tight, and since your helix only got pierced yesterday, it will still swell in the next couple of days. Your ear will probably eat up the jewelry if it does not have enough room for swelling. My piercerās standard for the initial jewelry is to have at least 10mm in length, enough room for swelling. Best to consult a professional piercer asap.
The jewelry shouldnāt be a ring. It should be a curved barbel.
Dupe for Diptyque Eau de Sens and Fleur de Peau please!šš»šš» Or scents close to these š©·
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