You don’t exist to serve your narcissistic unmother. Serve yourself and go low or no contact.

Yes my “mom” doesn’t ever take an interest in me and our conversations are always bland. A step further is when I do tell her something in a repeated attempt for some sort of connection/encouragement…she gives short responses and never encourages me or supports me. I leave her presence knowing I am always trying to get what she doesn’t have to give. She is a narcissist. She has no care for me. She doesn’t care how I’m doing or care I’m starting a new career that is a huge challenge for me due to all the years she abused me and tore apart any self esteem (or rather never built my self esteem to begin with..while also tearing me apart.) Truly these narcissists are evil. Best to not come around much at all. Maybe just to see other family that’s around…but her? What’s the point. It’s not only dry and callous…it’s cruel. It’s a painful reminder of all the pain.

I would go low or no contact and try to walk yourself through that guilt. I’m sorry you relate so much to my life. It’s an immense burden to have to be your own mother. It’s a lifetime of suffering too in many ways. The only thing that helps me is to channel the pain into something..like dancing, music, writing ect. It also helps me to read and just do what makes me happy cuz truly those of us without loving mothers don’t owe this world anything. We weren’t given a fair shot. Whatever you do..do it for your own starving inner child who needs that love. Whatever you do…do what genuinely gives you a sense of joy without guilt. Because what we got…an evil heartless btch…isn’t a mother, but a cruel reminder of all we need to give to ourselves. She is a black hole of darkness who is aligned with whatever is behind the dark side..evil..that exists in this fkd up world. Some people kill the body while others kill hearts and souls. They are of the same breed. They are an infestation on this planet and hopefully one day won’t be any longer. Only a truly evil person hurts children. She’s evil. You owe her nothing. Fck her. Be the light. Be all she could never be to yourself.

You rock. Good job getting out of homelessness and off drugs. I’ve been sober 7 years yay to us both being off drugs!

Same and look at it as extra income. You can work 2 jobs and do this as one of the jobs and make some decent money.

Thanks for the real advice.

Ya fkn weirdo

That filler will get ya long term

There’s evidence that meat is good for people. It’s the vegans looking half alive.

Botox will cause atrophy long term and skin looseness. It happened to me. Not fun.

Same here it brings me back. I love all the art and stuff.

Great idea thank you

Thank you

Great I’ll do this thanks!

Thanks for your input

Ya fck the 20% or more like 1% owning the 99% of resources. I feel you.

Thank you so much for your response. I’m a singer and have been writing my whole life so this resonates with me.

Thank you

Thanks so much for the thorough response.

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Ya women cheat just as much. Cheating sometimes is from boredom/dead bedroom it isn’t all evil narcissists. Though it is always hurtful and selfish.

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I felt like at any moment he would turn up somewhere and throw arrows at me.