I have swam since I was a toddler. But I've always thought that learning to swim as an adult must feel amazing. Swimming is such a freeing feeling. So feeling it for the first time would be awesome.

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I'm not sure who's acting like there's something wrong with you for desiring a romantic connection, however I don't think ruminating about not having that is going to get you closer to what you want. Your comment reads as though your partner would hold a lot of responsibility for fulfilling your happiness. That's a heavy load to carry. It's not something I would want to be responsible for. Any mate of mine would need to be equally as capable of creating a full life of their own. I don't know if you actually realize the vibe this gives off even via text. It's very heavy feeling.

https://youtu.be/lWVjYbvsIaA?si=3Lh4otrVIWiVPfvg check out this video. I immediately ordered everything after watching it.

Learn a new every 3 months is a good one. This whole list is good.

There's plenty of hook up sites. I don't think that's the issue.

The people I was referring to who are making the posts about the fear of being single are looking for something else. I think they really can't imagine a fulfilling life that they solely created on their own.

I am adding lifting to my list. Very important for women our age.

Sounds like a good year

I don't have kids or religion. As far as family I just have my parents. My connections are just a few long-term girlfriends. Maybe someday I will find a partner again but I'm not going to spend my time left chasing that. I did that briefly in my life and it did not make me feel connected. Quite the opposite I felt horrible. And then I settled for an absolute train wreck so that I could get out of the dating scene.

Doing random things and activities does bring me meaning. I learn things. I meet interesting people. It leads me to the next random thing or activity. It's living.

Honestly from your comments I think you need to try some new things. You don't sound happy. It doesn't sound like what you are doing is working. It doesn't mean you never date. But you need to have other things that enrich your life or you will settle for the wrong person.

Do you have land? I've really found all of the different ways of propagating plants interesting.

Yes connection is important. We have to have relationships. It does not have to be a romantic relationship. There are a lot of people choosing single life. It does not mean they are isolated. That is entirely different thing.

Or I'm just capable of creating a life of my own.

It's because they are in bloom. You are probably used to just seeing the pink part. The pink is not the flower. The white is the flower. I've only seen them in bloom once. I'm not sure how often they bloom.

Settling is the enemy of those who have settled before.

Yes..if you don't have peace you need to figure out how to get it. Because expecting someone else to bring you peace is not going to work. And it's not fair to that person.

Yes. To not be waiting for something to change brings peace. Moving on and making new plans brings peace...and enthusiasm.. and new adventures. I think it also makes a person more attractive. So moving on could possibly result in finding a mate down the line, but it doesn't matter if it doesn't because you've created a better life. And if you've created a better life you're less likely to let some loser in to destroy it.

I inject straight from the fridge. I don't feel a thing. My only side effect is a mild feeling of indigestion and over fullness for 12 to 18 hours after injection.

She probably has been dating and seen the options. At some point you have to either settle for something you don't want or decide to build a life of your own. Because it brings peace.

This is it...find something interesting to do each day. Make plans. Stop waiting. Nobody's coming. Plan your day, your week, your life with the assumption that nobody is coming. It's all up to you.

You don't owe anyone your time. There's no value in faking a relationship. Be authentic to yourself and be with people you connect with and admire.

Were you chatting on an app? If so I would report him so we can get these creeps off the sites. If not, did he insist on going off app. A lot of these creeps try to get you off the apps so the app security department doesn't have evidence.

Stay on the app for your safety.

That's what your uncle says on the way out the door.

My only side effects are a mild feeling of indigestion and over stuffedness for 12 to 18 hours after injection. Easy to ignore.

That chart is for the 1mg pen. Are you using the.5mg pen?