I never usually post things on Reddit but I thought this might be a good place to get some advice. I've seen a few people post similar things to this before and I don't really know where else to turn so here we are.
I am a master's graduate in the field of Neuroscience (specifically neuropathology) and in April last year I got accepted onto a funded PhD in my field at a top 10 uni in the UK. I was pretty much on top of the world at the time. However, since the start of my PhD I have struggled significantly (covid didn't help). I am based at a hospital where there are pretty much no other PhD students, my supervisor is extremely difficult to deal with and has pretty much made my life hell. He likes things done a specific way and if it isnt, he can get quite angry. Because of this, my confidence, my lab work and ultimately my mental health has deteriorated, leading me to start seeing therapists etc. Needless to say, my work hasnt been up to standard. This has all culminated this week with me being advised by my supervisor that I am only going to get a Masters of Research (MRes) from my time here.
Although a big blow to me, I can kind of see the sense in it as I honestly couldn't see myself sticking it out for 3.5 years here. But I kind of don't know where to go from here- I can't move home as my mum can't afford to keep me there, and I don't know what job is going to take a student with a failed PhD. Anyway regardless, I have no idea what I want to do. I spent my whole life so sure this is the correct route for me to take, now that it's gone I don't know what there is.
Besides being a good place to rant, I'd also like to ask the community if anyone has had an experience like this and if so what happened? What did you do next?
I already have a Cuban Tourist visa. Surely that's all that is required? Thanks for the heads up.
Havana to East Cuba
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