Today I felt like was at the beginning of an episode (I'm diagnosed with recurrent depressive disorder) because I've had low energy and felt numb and disconnected for the entire day. But the thing is I absolutely can't afford an episode right now with everything that's going on so I thought to myself that I need to take action. It was sunny outside so I went for a walk in the park and got myself a snack afterwards
And I kid you not, that shit actually worked. I'm feeling a lot better right now. Which is making me mad because I hate those "Oh you just need a positive outlook and some exercise, depression isn't even real" people and I don't want them to be right in the slightest. I've got a clinical disorder, how the hell did some Yoga Karen's advice actually work for that
Edit: I should have started responding to comments right away because now it’s gotten a bit too much to do that. But I’m reading all of them and I thank you all so much for the advice and insights! And to those who can relate, I really hope you get the help you deserve and that we can all make it