crack that puppy open and give it a whiff for me

for poppin your nippy out

can i suggest a name that is off-putting/scary?

this is literally the type of shit i think about every time i get baby fever. every time

fashion is getting worse

wtf why go through the process of an amputation to put her on the euth list? waste of time and money (besides the obvious pain and suffering that puts this poor cat through)

that’s a butthole

thank you for posting this convo even tho it’s probably very painful for you. i’ve often wondered if i can act manipulative and your friend’s perspective is neutral and respectful— and it hurts! cuz i see a lot of myself in you but bc i’m a random person online, i can see what they’re saying sounds spot on. something for both of us to be aware of. i’m about 10 years older than you, so i hope you take solace that you’re being called on this a decade earlier so you can start working thru stuff. this gives me a lot to talk about with my therapist tomorrow. woof. it’ll be painful but the other side will be worth it.

poke it with a stick

ok i was gonna say the shading and highlights are actually pretty good, artist just needs to work on like, spacing the parts of the face out more. couple more years of practice and i’d be interested in seeing them return to this

totally didn’t realize that i was super unclear in my original post— i already own a canopy tent but am wondering if i add curtain rings and plastic shower curtains to the sides if that would give me the same/similar protection as actual canopy side walls would. sorry about that!

oh sorry i was totally unclear on my original post— i already own a canopy tent, just wondering if i could add shower rings and PVA curtains to it once i’ve set it up and if that would work. definitely not trying to DIY an entire tent lol

beautiful little creature

early childhood education, nannying… at least i hope so lol

holy shit

holy shit

it was very cute 😭

also he’s been asleep for like 10 min

the room (2003)

i’m 30 and got diagnosed at 20. so much of surviving BPD is genuinely putting the work in. i still have my moments but because i invested in myself and took therapy seriously i’m in an infinitely better place than i thought i would ever be when i was 20. i was living with my parents, no job, no college education, no positive romantic relationship experience, nearly no friends left, no motivation. had an “aha” moment and i started kicking my butt and fighting back for my life. now i’m 30, been back at school for 6 years, work at a job i’m passionate about, have a network of friends who depend on me and i can depend on, have had a long term romantic relationship that i left when i realized i wasn’t being treated well but know i put everything into (and I’m mostly okay with it), have an art practice, my community respects and values me, etc. but like i said, i had to work my big fat juice ass to get to where i am and EVERY day i have to make the choice to, simply, make good choices. to use the methods i’ve learned in 15 years of therapy seriously. to hold myself accountable. i attempted suicide 2x between ages 18 and 20 and now i can’t imagine not being here, even when it’s hard. i intend to live a long, fulfilled life because i’ve worked hard to learn that i DESERVE to live a long, fulfilled life. you can too. you deserve it.

THANK YOU it’s making me insane it looks sooooo bad and weird!!????