i prefer pearl, too!! i’m super excited for maxxxine
in no particular order: gone girl, green room, hereditary, killing of a sacred deer, lady bird, moonlight, parasite, portrait of a lady on fire, saltburn, the scream franchise, and x
big is moving to emerald city
can the basement that they run tumblr out of just collapse already.
drake = sipping body tea
kendrick = drinking me espresso
cptsd, which is similar to what everyone else is saying. i’m autistic, as well, but i don’t consider that to be shameful — it’s the one thing i tell people asap. my passion and excitement are some of my better qualities imo.
where was this advice months ago 💔
he needs to go back to his twink roots
queen of not using ai!
i feel the last sentence so deeply. take care of yourself.
not started, but i was 15 when i began researching my symptoms. i could tell that i wasn’t “normal” from a young age (for a variety of reasons), and that feeling was amplified around then. my symptoms have become more severe lately — it sometimes feels like i’m back to where i was at 15.
i saw the fishnets and they were ripped
the weeknd isn’t a bad actor
yes, but i fear actually being injured and having no one show up. i know the latter is more likely (i’m just someone you pass through until you get to someone better), and that hurts me even more. it’s a really sad thought pattern that i wish i could pull myself out of.
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just getting back into the game after a couple of years of on and off. looking for daily gifts and raids.
i know how you feel. i'm often scared that my own "sickness" will rub off on a partner, so i isolate and don't let myself have anything (even if i really want it). it's helpful for me to pretend childhood me is in the room with me when i'm upset — i would never yell at or hurt a child, so why am i hurting myself? it's hard to do this in the moment, but it sometimes helps with the spiral afterwards.
me writing my graduate thesis
they were spawning to say hi to you!!
ideation began around seven or eight years old for me, too. it feels like no one believes me when i say that, which is quite frustrating. i never expected to get to this age — it’s a weird feeling.
i struggle to self-isolate for extended periods of time, mostly because it hurts to realize no one actually noticed i was gone. most of my isolation spells are a form of self-harm: i don’t deserve to have anything good, so i will restrict myself in order to make sure that doesn’t happen. it’s much easier to push people away than risk being abandoned again.
it’s comforting to know someone relates. thank you.
complete collapse acoustic
Saddest sws song?
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