i always thought that if my mom were to die, it would absolutely destroy me. but now that im older and looking back on my childhood, i realize just how terrible a mom she is.
when i was 6 years old, she witnessed me get SA’d by her then boyfriend. she took no action and stayed with him for years. she knows she failed me, but she doesnt care. in fact, she hates me. everytime she looks at me it is with disdain in her eyes. shes also never been silent in voicing her thoughts that she thinks im a burden to her.
every grievance ive had to go through, ive had to go through on my own. every thing ive been proud enough to share with her, shes scoffed at.
i dont love my mom anymore. she might provide for me financially, but shes an awful mom. i cant wait to be financially able to live by myself, so i can cut her out of my life. and i know i wont be weeping at her deathbed.
kamisama kiss, gakuen alice, kimi ni todoke, lovely complex, princess jellyfish, cardcaptor sakura🩷
What Shoujo anime do you like?
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