https://www.explore.com/1324561/california-beach-surf-drowning-dangerous-swimming/

..."This is one of the most dangerous beaches probably in all of the state of California," said San Francisco Police Department Battalion Chief Glenn Kircher, via KTVU. "There's incredible tidal changes in terms of movement and because of the currents here." Due to Ocean Beach's unique geography, frigid waters, and lack of lifeguard stands, the 3.5-mile beach can be incredibly dangerous for swimmers....

That city needs to be put in receivership

I saw a pic of a mansion that had a home theater with a balcony with extra seating.

Try googling: "county free mental health services".

It may take some searching but I believe that most cities or counties have mental health care for those who cannot afford it.

Don't wait until your situation becomes too desperate before you seek professional help. As with any medical condition, getting prompt care is the answer always.

A beautiful lamp, to illuminate the stairs when home is dark.