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What health issues are giving you a hard time?
Why is it like that?
How do you see ferritin? I don’t see it
Can you elaborate more? I often overlook myself a lot
Thank you much needed
Thanks, I need to hear that
That’s literally how it is
Lol, I don’t have the will to live. Kill me in my sleep please
What did you get it for?
Ur not wrong, there is an optimal place to be
I’m so scared to be apart of the world again. I don’t want to be trapped in a human body that only knows pain and suffering
A major reason why we are in the position that we are as CPTSD survivors is because we learned
The world isn’t safe It’s not safe to exist It’s not safe to be in our bodies
Because our experience was, this overwhelming helpless experience is something that couldn’t be overcome or won
And because of that, we had no choice but to disassociate from ourselves and the world.
And to be apart of he world again, you don’t want to experience something that’s going to blow you away ever again.
You think about how much you don’t want to be retraumatizd
Does low MCHC mean anemia? I don’t really understand all these metrics and what they mean tbh
Did you ever lose weight?
I actually have done that but it ended up kinda just going through me. Like my body didn’t really hold it in
wtf you have a brain tumor? Are you alright how did you find out?
Wanna know what’s crazy.
I wrote this post because I lost 20 pounds in 2 months. Night sweats, fevers, diarrhea to constipation. Black poop. My skin got more drier and sensitive. Losing muscle mass, got paler. My hair and pubes were falling out. Hair thinning.
All signs point to cancer, and having to face my own mortality.
I did an echo ultrasound on my colon and stomach. They found nothing. No cancer there.
I’m still convinced I have cancer somewhere but I’m being told I have IBS or it’s stress related, my mind still doesn’t believe it
I feel like my trauma is causing health anxiety which is ruining my health
CPTSD