Long story short my fiancĂ© and I are getting married in two months . We are coming down to the final details are planning our bachelor and bachelorette party. Both are weekend trips away from home . Since the beginning of planning everything, his groomsmen made it well aware that they are using his party as an excuse to find women to sleep with which is a given. This Escalated from innocent banter to every time one of the grooms men calls my fiancĂ© they ask him if heâs planning to fuck at his bachelor party . one of them which is his cousin calls to get a reaction out of him by saying the girls are going to have more fun than us and are definitely going to come to find guys . Now the same manchild took it upon himself to hire six escorts to be with the party for The entire day that they are attending a pool party . Not only did he try to hire them but he was sending pictures of my fiancĂ© and me to these women, in which they were bashing me saying they could find better for my fiancĂ© and not for nothing but I am a very attractive women . My fiance got upset at this and told his cousin this is not what he wants and is pushing boundaries. His groomsmen didnât see an issue with this besides the text messaging and couldnât understand why he would tell me . I expressed to my fiancĂ© that this makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and put a damper on my trust for the whole situation, and I would feel best if that one groomsmen was uninvited since he has not had our best interest in mind, since we have gotten engaged, this guy has also make comments that our marriage will not last and just all around malicious comments about my fiancĂ© . I told him if he is not willing to uninvite this person and remove them from out bridal party that I would not want him attending . He didnât care and told me it is his party not mine and he can not control what a bunch of single men do he can only remove himself from that situation. He than became upset with me bcs out of anger I reminded him I am going on my bachelorette party and can make stupid choices to . Itâs gotten to a point where I feel that he is not seeing my side and understanding my anxiousness behind all of this and picking the feeling of his friends over mine . I am at the point where I feel so disrespected by the comments from him and all his groomsmen that I was willing to call it all off . Him ,his family and all his groomsmen are telling me I am being too emotional, over reacting and thatâs just what guys do. AITAH?
Update :
This ending up turning into a huge fight . I came home from work and brought it up with a few extra points that were mentioned in comments. He still was not open to uninviting his cousin . I turned it up by saying if he is not willing to remove this person that I do not feel like he respects me and not sure about moving forward with our marriage. He went to call his sister for advice instead of talking with me . I got pissed , told him it shouldnât be this hard of a choice and left the house . This made him realize I was actually serious , he sent me a text message apologizing and finally kicked his cousin out . I still have not gone home to talk with him as I am still processing the whole situation and trying to calm my mind before talking .
My son . Looking at him I see myself as a child and want to give him the life I never had . I never want to turn into that mother so often displayed In movies who neglects her kids due to her own depression and demons . Getting up and showing up for him everyday in turns helps to heal my Inner child although it is not always easy .
How do you get the motivation to start the day? What keeps you alive?
CPTSD