Hi it just got worse. This morning at 6am she is pounding in the door to wake me up. I got out my phone recorder cause no one is announcing who is it. She is yelling loud to me to get out her house because my special needs kid won't speak to her. My child is mimicking me plus I don't feel safe leaving her alone with her after how physically and verbally abusive she's been to me and how my sister reacted in my previous post.

She doesn't care where my child who has special needs stay. I just left a toxic and abusive relationship she's saying she's gonna call him to come get me. I said I'm speaking to him telling him my beliefs just yesterday evening that my mother might try to take my child from me and I have to put my child's needs first. She was hoping she'd scare me into silence, but again I'm glad I took the steps.

After she said I caused him to attack me and since I speaking to him she need rent for my old room. I have all this recorded including she denying me access to an iron to have my child's clothes ironed for school and her refusing as a grandmother seeing my kid sick to offer advice or help cause she too could get sick. There's a flu going around, not covid.

All this because I didn't wanna stay here with her for the duration of November alone. Yes my father is dying and my sister can help, but I can't stay alone with a woman who has to always prove I'm wrong and she's right. I recorded everything thinking OK, that's it.

Nope! When I open back the door the first time, she took the key for my room that's hanging above the door. It's there because my special needs child who's 4 locks herself in there by turning the lock on her end. She took it. Then she come busting into the room with a storage container I gave her she's bringing it back saying everything in my room is hers and that I need to just walk out with the clothes on my back. Cause she's focused on how people think of her in our neighbourhood.

T. W : I was behind the door, so she bust open the door with me behind the door and push me so I push it back she push again, I take all my might to push the door, pee myself and she pushed it again and then I pushed her. She's saying to the family I cuff her in her eye showing my sister and she's saying there's nothing there telling her, she's next. Then she's off to file a police report. I have all my proof but stopped recording when I was back in my room. Here we go again. There's never any peace. She can't accept her reflection, why should I accept it. My sister said she will help me concerning police. It's now 10, I haven't eaten or drank water my child was suppose to go special Ed today in her school, I had to let her father know what's happening.

Instead of she be the mature one, I always have to be the mature one while she is emotionally unstable and I have to always emotionally be in check. I tried so hard but I did stop I didn't push her again, I just watched her, she watched me and covering her eye like I cuffed her hmmm. I'm so mad at myself. I tried to keep it together. I tried setting boundaries. I tried to be aware. I tried and I'm mad that I can go to jail. If I had known opening the door woulda escalate this I woulda keep it shut. I need help and I'm afraid she might make me lose my child off of this. I was right she was trying to break me off from my child. I was informing my friends and my child's father my suspicions yesterday before so I'm glad that I am continuing to speak up, now idk what to do, her school is up here. My mother doesn't know when to stop.

I fixed the sleeping problem tho, took piriton and left my phone playing loud plane sounds. Now this. I was really trying so fucking hard.