For the past week I've kind of felt good half the days and terrible the other half, cried a bit this morning, my mood swings are so sudden and I still hear buzzing in my ears so I'm pretty sure weed withdrawal has something to do with it. That and the fact I have always dealt with traumatic stuff by smoking weed means I still have a lot of work to do before I get better but at least I'm 5 months sober and haven't given in to the urge to relapse. Today wasn't great but tomorrow might be better, some days will be worse but, generally speaking, it will get better. Good luck to everyone on the road to recovery, especially those that are having a hard time and aren't seeing the positive effects right away, we just need to keep going, day by day.