My cat passed away at 2.30 am last night. He had fip (feline infectious peritonitis ) for over a year and he did everything that we could, he used to play a lot despite being sick most of the time. His condition worsened over this month and none of his medications were working. i can still hear his howling voice the moment he had passed i cant seem to forget it . I tried sleeping but i also saw him in my dream. I miss him so much i feel like i cant live without him he was my everything, my sweet baby. When he first got diagnosed the doctors said that he'll live for a month but he lived with fip for over a year , hes my strong baby. Im so devastating i dont even feel like living without him. He had a small appetite due to his sickness and was pretty underweight as well but despite everything he was the most beautiful cat i have ever seen. He was a tuxedo and he had small black dots on the white part of his fur which looked like little moles. I miss him terribly and I can't stop crying.