admittedly it was a good long while since I last cried or teared up at a song, but the song In Between by Linkin Park popped up on my Spotify and the song was beautiful and the lyrics, holy hell
"between my pride and my promise
between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
the things I want to say to you get lost before they come
the only thing that's worse than one is none
the only thing that's worse than one is none"