What is the biggest current worry/stressor in your life right now?
I'm not going to pay my bills at the end of the month. If I somehow make it work, nor probably next month and so on. I can't earn more with a better job unless I get better physically and especially mentally, but I can't afford to get better. So my life is pretty much over imminently.
Sorry to hear this. Hoping you are able to make it work this month, the next, and thrive all the months after. I know you’re probably not the only one to feel this, and hopefully someone who’s been in those shoes can relate and offer advice. To maybe offer some hope, my dad himself was cheated on by his first wife, and had a child to support. He spent years struggling with depression from the failed marriage, and struggling financially to the point of sneaking into his parent’s house sometimes just to take a bag of potato chips because it’s all he had for dinner. 20 some years later, he’s a homeowner of a house he built himself, remarried with two more kids, bought a boat, and will retire soon. He thought his life was over, and had plans of ending it. His life was only starting. I hope your story is similar, and that you have a support system in place for the current struggle. My heart really goes out to you. And if you haven’t heard it lately, I’m proud of you stranger. May this time next year find your life drastically different.