Your musical taste, your behaviors, your habits, your likes and dislikes, your friends, how you relate to the world, the way you want to be valued for and cared for, your jobs, your romantic partners, the way you view and deal with sex, the way you relate to food, the way you present yourself to the world.
Who am I for real ? How will I find out? Should I work on my identity now or "after being cured" ( If It even exists something like this)
I am tired. People don't like the real me when they like me, they like the detailed trauma crafted me.
Going against my nature because of shitty childhood trauma. Numbing myself against my will while I wish I could be doing a lot of better things.
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