I have the same issue. ‘Credit card declined’ even though I filled in everything correctly

I understand. I hope you have the basics of life, like housing etc. If you have those you can try to do some ordinary stuff like watching some tv shows or something. It’s what helped me.

How I met your mother is a good one haha.

Goodluck

When someone believes in something like religion they’re going to try everything to defend it’s position. They will have an answer or explanation for every question no matter how far reached it is

Maybe you could try pursuing peace? Make things comfortable for yourself and do thing that you want to do?

Because they can trust is a greater good. It also fills unanswerable questions in the mind that are hard to cope with with religious explanations

So having children made your traumas come up is whah you are saying?

If I’m correct, that sounds difficult. Props for going through that my man!

If this is about you I wish you a good wellbeing. I can somewhat relate having had similar thoughts