Vet turned beginner I don't mess with other people, especially high levels, they hold all the cards........ and pamphlets and dynamite and tonics.

I can proudly say I HAVE put a couple of high levels (300+) who wanted to mess with me down, and with just my bolt action ( im a good head shot), so there's something to be said for transferable skills

Save save save tattoo save save save save save save big tattoo save save small tattoo save save save save tattoo.

Repeat till my body Is covered with beautiful art and I love it.

To be fair He looked like he didn't for the longest time but if you look at recent pics/movies he has, though he certainly dosnt LOOK his age.

First gta I played and the first open world game I played, I can still remember getting into that boxy white car when you come out the lawyers office and MJs Billie Jean is on the radio, while driving round in just awe of the 3d game world. Went back and played 3 and loved that to but found it way more depressing than VC.

I remember the build up to GTA:SA coming out, i was so excited, I Qued with my mum for 2 hrs to get a copy. It was as amazing as VC again.

GTA6 is coming soon, everyone around me is tryna hype me up but, i feel nothing, actually I'm kinda dreading it I don't even see most games as something to be excited anymore, just as cash traps I have to avoid (or if its a game I really do want to play) to resist.

I'm actually going back to more old school games, 90s/00s ones ya know where you actually owned the game and it was released as a Complete enjoyable storyline and additional dlcs were reasonably priced and added extra elements to the story not finished it or the game.

Reflexes, I know gamers are like footballers and as we hit 30+ reflexes arnt as good, but I wasn't expecting it to hit so hard and so much more work to maintain them, I'm only 35 I rekon I've got maybe 10 good years of online games left before my reflexes nope out because its to much effort to try maintain.

congrats to your wife for working so hard to mess up your child’s relationship with food,

This ^

Mw and my siblings were forced to eat everything on our plates as kids, whether we liked it or not. My youngest sister was the worst she would sit there for hours, refusing to eat a vegetable she didn't like. Until they were cold and slimy, then they would be reheated till she ate them. Unfortunately, we also had no one leaves the table till everyone's finished rule, and I hate that that it made us all turn on her and force her to eat them. (Yes, our parents are narcissists, or at least one of them definitely is)

We were always told to be "grateful that you don't have to do what gran made me do, I had to drink the vegetable water".

So, Yeah we all have food issues, we're all overweight from not just unhealthy diets but binge eating and it's taken all of us till out late 20s early 30s to slowly fix our relationship with food. Personally, I'm still struggling. I'm pretty sure I have a food addiction. I'm not saying it's all my parents' fault I'm clinically obese but our upbringing with food contributed a hell of a lot towards how I got this size.

If swapping was an option for us we would have happily eaten other veg or swapped veggies eg I hate carrots but like sprouts, my sisters the opposite so she would have rather had double carrots and I would have rather had double sprouts we still would have got our veggies in which is the important part. And we would have had a much healthier relationship with food.

I've done it with rocket, baby leaf spinach, little gems ect. Iceberg isn't as good.

I rip my lettuce, not slice/dice, slice is OK if you gonna eat immediately but not if you preping in advance as it breaks the cells in an unnatural way so more liquids will escape where as if you gently hand rip it the cells tear along natural walls keeping them intact therefore they don't leak as bad.

Also check your fridge temp, it should be 5 - 8 °c , (put a bottle of water in there and use a thermometer to check it) lettuce hates if its too cold and will wilt very quickley.

I have no idea how to tell if people are attracted to me, I've had one serious, long and abusive relationship (10yr) and one very very short ( under 2 weeks) one, a couple months later which I ended when I got the ick and he was absolutely heartbroken over (which huge red flag right ? ) so I guess I don't exactly attract good people

I honestly have no idea how to tell If people are attracted to me and even if I could, I personally have so much trauma to work through not just intimate relationships but also from Untreated and undiagnosed adhd and/or au and family relationships, and I have such low self esteem that I'm honestly scared to let myself like and trust someone again because I worry ill either get another abusive ahole or if i get a good person eventually theyll see I'm not worth it. I mean, I know I have self worth, I'm not trash, I'd know id be a good partner. I'd love a partner like me, that sounds aweful and egotistical, but not having a partner for so long, I've started doing the things I would do for a partner for myself and ya know I'm a good partner ! But I can tolerate my bad days, where I can't function, and I'm learning to be kinder to myself on those days because no one else was/is. And I just can't give that trust that a partner would do the same and not get fed up and cheat or leave again when I'm struggling most.

So yeah 8yrs alone so far.

Tl:Dr I can't tell who's attracted to me and I'm a fucked up mess and doubt anyone would see me as attractive and if on a slim chance they did my fucked up mental health and neuro divergence would drive them away.

I have 106 days in ps4 and just started again in ASA on xbox, and have 3 days there. I was not and never have played ark in quarantine in fact I only started playing about 2 yrs ago, I hate it so much and yet can't put it down

I'm a dark mode all the time person , but I also use Samsung which are known for the retina burning bright screens, its only in direct sunlight I'll turn up the brightness but even then I rarely switch out of dark mode.

I pre-prep, coz I get the same, Ill make it then don't want it, but if you get a airtight jars / tupperware and put all your salad stuff in with wet stuff (like tomatoes and feta ) at the bottom then it will keep for almost a week in the fridge, then when your ready for it turn the jar out and boom salad lol.

I see the car chicken and raise you, car mini ribs little spicy meaty ribs of crispy yet gooey salty bbq goodness, me and my mum share them from the hot food counter on the way home from our local supermarket.

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we already know the fates of the gang, who lives, who dies, and when.

If i remember correctly, Dutch and hosea were in/had a gang before the Van der Linde gang I honestly think a game set around that and how it ended (knowing dutch proberbly badly) for them to then go on to set up the van der linde gang would be kinda cool.

Not gonna lie for the first half, I wasn't sure if I was supposed to be eating it 🙃

Ha, I've been sweet greening with out knowing it for years lol all my salads look like this .

I was doing the same and just couldn't afford it, my solution was to only pre prep meals I can freeze, that way if I have a fixation meal (at the moment it's cheese stuff, cheese on toast, grilled cheese salad, cheese and crackers, cheesy chips/fries ) I don't have to worry about it going off but then if I have a day where I have no function to cook I have some meals in I can oven/microwave and eat. I do things like spaghetti bolagnaise with pasta - yes cooked pasta freezes but you have to heat it from frozen, Spanish omelettes again heat from frozen, curry's with cauliflower rice, paprika chicken and vegetable rice, They can all go in the microwave or oven to reheat. Cooking is one of my things, I can hyper focus on really easily. I used to bake a lot, but I'm overweight, so I've turned it (not without huge efforts) to make food that are as low fat and carb while being as tasty as possible.

Underwear ..... same as your pillow story, I've bought the same ones for years because I couldn't stand any others they were all either too tight or too silky or just not right. The shop I use has now changed their sizing and material, and I can't find any to replace them, I'm down to my last 6 pairs (I like to have at least 14)

Honestly, I don't mind. You're not hurting me, if your happy, then who am I to stop you from Having that bit of happiness is this horrible world we have to live in. Even if I'm yet to find my own.

My dad is a text book narcissist, I suspect the narcissicism developed from untreated and often punished autism, as well as childhood abuse from his own narcissist. Dosnt excuse his attitude and treatment of people, not in my eyes and our relationship is to far gone to be recoverable, currently stuck living with him and my covert lower end narc mum and just trying my best to grey rock till I can get out, it's so so hard I'm Undiagnosed but suspected adhd/au and my mask is slipping badly, I have so many other thing piled on my plate (by my parents I might add non of it is my responsibility, im blackmailed ) that when I do get out I'll be no contact, that thought is the only thing that keeps me going, being free and have the space and time to be able to finally work out how to actually live and be happy with not just my neurodivergency but also trauma that comes from it and them.

I thought I was the only one 🤣 I put my cornflakes in a cup and then poor a bit at a time into the milk, gotta get that crunch every time. Its prob the food that takes me the longest to eat though.

I love crocs (or the decent knock offs you get anyway, I refuse to pay the amount they charge for a plastic shoe) and my other go to is slazenger which I've worn since I was a teen, I also discovered skechers and love them too, any others I've had take me years to break in because i struggle to wear them. I've got some shoes/boots that are 8yrs+ old and I'm still breaking them in.

I wish my history teacher did that he had such a lovely clear voice, and he made history into, well, stories but somehow really interesting ones, that kept the facts intact. He was an older teacher (early 50s) when I was in school, so i don't think he'll be teaching anymore. But I'd still watch YouTube videos of him teaching history/telling the stories now.