Yeah... i feel exactly the same. But personally since i feel like shit anyway i might as well take the ones who hurt me down with me :))))

You're so right and i hate it so much when they play victim and you of course become the villain just for defending your boundaries. If being a victim is what you wish then i guess i should really do smth to earn that villain rep no?

Me be like. But i wish i could just punch the one that hurt me instead

I know but i m sick of everything that has been done to me and i need some damn karma to step in soon...

Perhaps yes

I love you marry me😂😂😂😂

For me anger feels more comfortable. Cause what else am i supposed to do? Cry about it? Or be empty?

Cause he wasn't always like this and i believe his mistakes come from stupidity not cruelty. He did a lot of things for me. But right now i feel like he doesn't understand how much it hurts me and i m angry that he chooses to stay an idiot :)))

At least u don't make me feel bad about it. Thank you. I just wanna show him he hurt me and restore my pride so i can keep on going on with him without always looking at him and being scared of the damage he can cause me. That s why i d like to shift from victim to villain

Well i like the vengeful part. I m not in a sadistic mood right now. More like "i wanna hurt you so you know how i feel and so were ever, it hurts being the one beneath your feet. I wanna keep you with me but you need a drastic change and i would love to be the one who teaches you the lesson to restore my pride"

Well that is very nice of you thank you🩷

Oh come on don t play with my need to feel good enough :)))) i just wanna be petty man. Don't u wanna hurt back the ones that hurt u?

Some people just try to get the worst out of you :))))) i feel provoked by so many idiots i ve lost count tbh

At this point i d rather fall but with a bang :))))) we talk about the healing and stuff after i get petty enough

I don t need this opinion. And i choose myself

Dunno mannn i m so sick of bettering myself. It is exhausting and i just wish i could hurt back when i m hurt now. Just to feel goood

I d just put the dogs on her lmao

I just asked politely for y'all to ignore this if you are gonna give me any explanation of my own feelings. Kindly keep that for your therapy. i am in no way looking for advice. Stip preaching and start respecting some dang boundaries if you're so wise fr😂

To feel better

Well i sure do

Yas my point i need more ppl like you... i trusted him... he promised they won't. I didn't want mess in my house and i believed him. His sister told me there are more things that he hides cause he s always avoiding conflict at any costs and i have lost my trust

I don't drink it was in my house and i asked them specifically not today but they did it behind my back and i found tghe stentch of beer and a broken plate that my mother gave me...