some living colour, finally! - i'd like to add: they grew more metal and somehow less "funky" from 1st to 3rd album (as mentioned above), so that's a nice prgression with (for me) Time's Up hitting the sweet spot ;)

and since we're here already: check out maceo parker to find how ultra funky live jazz can be => https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yO7M27OP-vQ - fun fact: the sax solo on LCs "elvis is dead" on Time's Up? That's him! :)

Last Exit opens Pearl Jams 3rd album "Vitalogy" perfectly imho. Clearly a Pearl Jam song, but - then - also very fresh soundwise, roaring vocals by eddie, highly energetic play by the band ... love it https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/3g9QJOXLmC8lWnbvA0D0hl?si=a78202dd90e54230

(and STBC is a very good follow-up, also!)

ich würde einen Handwerksbetrieb (vielleicht Kfz?) mit großem Hof in der Nähe suchen und freundlich den Ssefe fragen, ob Du die Karren für nen Zehner oder Zwanni ein paar Tage in ner Ecke abstellen kannst.

wow, that triggered a kind of epiphany in me: there is a very popular musician-comedian in Germany called Helge Schneider, who I think quotes the aforementioned "laugh performance":

Helge's stage persona is quite a gobshite, but he also is a real musical prodigy, i.e. he is a master of many instruments at a high level, can improvise on everything and in all styles and has some serious jazz pieces in his repertoire. Part of his gig, however, is to break and interrupt his musical performances with nonsense again and again.

Here is the performance in question, an Elvis cover parody of Love me tender, in which Helge is obviously overwhelmed by himself (this often happens) and has to laugh at the exaggeration of his Elvis imitation and integrates this into his performance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BuuVcJPiwE

THE THERMALS - St. Rosa and the Swallows

In this live-Shot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzDcwx6qJkc Hutch's voice nearly but not completely breaks (at 1:45ish, "I try to remember") making "remember" sound a little squeaky. It's a rather subtle imperfection, no big deal but if you know the band you would notice the slight "offness" of that sound. In my perception btw he compensates after by singing kind of "more manly" or a little rougher than he ordinarily does.

I always felt, that fuckups during a live performance rather enhance the ensuing performance, like a team that turns up the heat after conceding a goal.

Neemöl/Wasser sprühen funktioniert, vorher empfehle ich noch ein paar Schritte:

  1. ggf die Pflanze isolieren, damit andere nicht befallen werden

  2. Pflanze gründlich abbrausen

  3. verbliebene Wollläuse händisch entfernen, dh Blätter (Unterseiten nicht vergessen!) und Zweige mit einem feuchten Tuch abwischen und insbesondere die "Ecken und WInkel", also zB wo Verzweigungen sind mit Q-Tips bearbeiten. Da "verstecken" die sich nämlich gerne ...

  4. ggf. nochmal abrausen

Je mehr du "mechanisch" entfernst desto weniger "chemie" brauchst Du.

Je gründlicher Du bist desto geringer ist die Rückfallwahrscheinlichkeit

slayer: reign in blood (1986)

not really "generation-defining", though, for it was (and somehow still is) to fringe / too small a crowd for a whole generation to be affected, BUT: Reign in Blood marked both the birth and for a very long time the peak of "hard/aggressive" and - at the time - "new" heavy metal. No other band of that time even remotely reached this level of heavyness and disturbing violent aggression combined with technical perfection. A true masterpiece, 29 minutes long (yes, that's all of it!) and still sounding fresh after almost 40 years now!

easily broth - very much worth it because it's so much cheaper AND better (especially than broth powder!) and so easy to make. You may even use leftover pieces from veggies and meat (store-freeze em over some time) to literally have zero (extra) cost on that part. depending on how far you want to go you might want to buy some marrow bones too, to make add some "deeper" flavours, but that isnt absolutely necessary. Find some good broth recipe that suits you, buy the veggies and herbs and spices and store the result in the fridge for a couple of days or even up to several weeks or freeze it. pro tip: use ice-cube bags or forms to have easy servings if you only need some dashes of broth to add to what you are preparing.

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my personal best example for tasting the difference is a home made risotto.

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yes, there are high quality ready made broths (liquid) at the grocery store, but they are quite expensive compared to making your own

I don't think there is a proper "solution" to that problem, so: Embrace the struggle!

I know exactly what you mean and you phrased it well as "the software functionality-discoverability problem" ;) - the point with linux is: solutions to your individual problem EXISTS in like 99,9% of cases. and that is because linux ist free/opensource!

as a trade-off linux is also decentralized ... so this may be viewed as rather a feature than a bug! - i'm pretty sure that there are waaaaay more of these kinds of solutions in Linux than in any other (non-free) OS - the more exotic the problem (or hardware), the better your chances linux will be the only solution. plus: if you dont find one by yourself, ask nicely and competently in some linux community. you most definitely will find nice people around who are willing to help you find or even - to some extent - build sth that works for you!

Having said that, knowing where to search can help (some examples mentioned in this thread, but it depends on your problem...). knowing where to ask where to search ;) also helps.

Today, you mostly search ("google") for solutions.

In the (not so distant, I imagine) future there will be an AI-powered Linuxhelp-Bot or rather - did I mention decentralisation? - lots of them ... They might get way better/faster at finding special solutions tha simple search.

To me, searching for and finding solutions to exotic or special linux problems is often a pain in the ass, too - but it's also part of the fun and of the empowerment of free software users and their community.

One last thing: Please, if you did find your individual solution, under any circumstances make sure to post it somewhere on the internet with the most comprehensive description, howto etc. you can manage. Give back to the community! So search and/or AI-Bot can find and spread it :)

You describe a common problem, as u/tyinsf put it so well: it seems you are THINKING about the present, the past and so on... this happens naturally when you are in crisis, so dont worry ;) in some forms of meditation it is helpful to LOOK AT your thinking (in the present moment, and to OBSERVE what's happening IN THIS MOMENT ... with me ... with my feelings and emotions. Try to keep a curious mind, like (one of my fav meditation quotes) Kornfield & Goldstein wrote:

When we try to practice out of a sense of duty, the mind often becomes rebellious and stubborn.
Mindfulness is best achieved with a sense of ease and willingness, from an interest in discovering the truth.

Many teachers have developed "special" guided meditations for ppl in crisis or difficult situations, you might want to look for sth like that. I personally like "Guided Meditations for Difficult Times" / "A Lamp in the Darkness" by Jack Kornfield.

you might want to try rain meditation by tara brach

would be my "i recommend" pick, too! a little "off the tracks", too, perfect for a memorable night out. If you need a place to go after closing time you might want to try https://liveimheimathirsch.jimdo.com/ nearby ;)

no it's not a prerequisite for vipassana. as long as you're in contact with yourself and recognize whats going on you're practising and that's fine.

I always loved sam harris' example of (vipassana) meditation being analogous to walking a tightrope, see here: https://www.samharris.org/blog/how-to-meditate so sometimes when you practice you will be falling off all the time... that's just that. just keep going if you wish so :)

that being said, you maybe might want to seek and try out some alternative practice for these kind of states? have you tried moving forms like walking meditation? or maybe on the other hand some yoga nidra or nsdr practices that may be helpful in calming you down? here's a 20 minute version I personally like and practice regularily: https://youtu.be/pL02HRFk2vo?si=M10M68qqqAKwaY1v

although unquestionably cheap, immature, inane, of dubious taste and of overall highly mediocre quality, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Not_Another_Teen_Movie may still be worth watching for people who found There's Something About Mary funny

Here is how it starts: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x3c39qf

James Blunt, hell yes! => https://youtu.be/y7merqKCuWg

I also love Eddie Vedders Cover (also live) of Stuff and Nonsense here => https://youtu.be/bMa6OYGX0Og?si=QAtiA2aJlyYXkQ3C&t=1306

wow, i had to scroll waaaaaay to far to find THE CARDIGANS!

I'd vote for Friedrich Wilhelm Heinrich Alexander von Humboldt (14 September 1769 – 6 May 1859)

Universal Genius, Writer, Scientist, Explorer, travelled the whole World, published frantically.

By measuring the coastline of South America, he concluded that South America and Africa were once a single continent and - correctly - hypothesized that continental plates were drifting. All before the invention of the airplane, let alone satellite photos ...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexander_von_Humboldt

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Invention_of_Nature is a great biography of him, 100% recommend