Hello there!
I live in a cold country (Finland) and I have found usual handmade cotton hammocks and hanging chairs too cold for most of time for use outdoors. Even if weather is warm, usually there's still some wind blowing, which usually isn't the warmest wind, and it blows through all holes of a hammock or hanging chair. I thought that I should just tolerate this fact until I found and bought one used hanging chair from a thrift store, which seems to be also handmade but from a different material, which looks more like a wool than a cotton. It was a game changer. No more ruthless wind blowing through all the fabric holes. Much more pleasant time spending outdoors in our climate conditions. I searched internet whether there really are wool hammocks, but I didn't find anything. However, I found two alternative materials for handmade hammocks - acrylic and rayon. I don't know what fiber has been used for my hanging chair, but I guess it's one of these. However, I still wonder whether there are any natural wool or alpaca, hammocks or hanging chairs available? I am aware of industrially made hammocks and hanging chairs from artificial materials, but I am not interested about them. First of all, ecological concerns. Secondly, they just aren't cosy or beautiful enough to hang them in my backyard.
Hey, he cheated your mother, not you! Your mother's life is her own life, not yours! You are not your mother! You and mother are two different persons, and you both have very different relationships with him - to one he was husband, and to another one he is father. Of course, I don't know what kind of person he really is. See yourself, if it is worth fixing the relationships. I myself had father, who cheated on my mother, but I had very good relationships with him, even though my mother didn't talk to him again since divorce. He was good person in general, he just made some mistakes. He wasn't abusive or anything like that. Father's support for me meant a lot, and I am happy, that I had him in my life. Unfortunately, he died this year from cancer. I miss him immensely. But hey, everyone's experience is different, and fathers as human beings also are different.
I miss having a father in my life
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