"The median salary in New York, NY is $73,950, with 80% of salaries falling between $34,451 and $169,650. " If someone is making $195k in NYC, that's still 16k a year more than the highest of 80% of salaries. So saying 195k is "nothing" in NYC is just inaccurate. That's a good salary anywhere in the US.

I wonder how long it'll take before AI videos are truly indistinguishable from real footage. I've seen some REALLY convincing ones. Kinda terrifying.

I have these. Used them like once, and they've just been in my freezer for like 8 years. Lol

Unfortunately it's complicated. Idk what country OP is in, but if it's the US, the healthcare system here is fucking awful. It's not that easy to get help, and even if you do, it sometimes takes years to find the right therapist/psychiatrist, and it's expensive af.

I’m guessing OP has schizophrenia, or is on some kind of drug. Their post history reminds me of an old friend who became deeply addicted to meth.

It's really sad.

I hope you get better, OP.