I just hate myself so much like how the heck do I not understand this whole life game and ways to make more money. I'm an adult in my mid20s like I'm working in dead end jobs like retail stores and fast food making what just $15 hourly meanwhile my peers and cousins are making $80k yearly. I don't know what today's world requires in terms of skills and what's going on in the job market like what are top jobs or careers to look in.