My wife died about 2 years ago — from suicide. We were together 33 years.
Ever since she died, I have sleep problems. I can get to sleep OK, but I always wake up 3-4 hours later. Usually, I can’t get back to sleep. The exhaustion is wearing me down. Before she died, I always slept like a baby.
I rarely have dreams, but they are usually nightmares - but my wife is never in them.
Has anyone dealt with this kind of problem?
My partner has also been gone for about two years. I’m experiencing exactly the same problem. I honestly don’t think I’ve slept a full 8 hours since. I wake up constantly throughout the night or get up very early. I fear at this point it’s taking a toll to my overall health, only adding to my ever growing anxiety.
Grief is the shittiest club with all kinds of terrible side effects, I’m so sorry. 😢