Yesterday I had a couple of drinks and was about to start another. I was feeling the buzz, and it just didn't feel good. I said out loud to myself, "I don't even feelgood drinking. Why am doing this?". Normally I either wouldn't notice this and would just keep drinking. I had another drink and then stopped. Made diner for my family and just went to bed. I feel different today having had a bit of an epiphany WHILE drinking. I usually have that feeling the next day. It's not regret this time, it's different, I have absolutely no desire to drink.