I cannot find my path, constant rejection

If you want to try and find your heaven in material things the path is endless. You will never find it. Look inside and you’ll see you already have all you need.

Truth is a path less land.

"I find people don't seem that interested in me."

Which is a reflection that you're not that interested in you.

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"When I was younger I had so much 'potential.'"

You still have that potential. The only thing that's changed is your expectations, and you probably judge yourself.

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"How do I work out what I'm supposed to be doing?"

When you’re indecisive of what to do, it’s because you’re not decisive of how you want to feel. Confusion arises when you're trying to focus on specifics that you don't have answers to (yet). You may not know what you want or what path to take specifically, but you always know what you want in general.

So, what do you want to feel?

• "I want to feel supported. I want to feel connected. I want to feel worthy and good enough. I want to feel strong and healthy. I want to feel attractive. I want to feel warmth and valued. I want to feel accepted and appreciated. I want to feel freedom to be myself. I want to feel eager and excited. I want to feel intelligent. I want to have fun. I want to feel creative. I want to feel clarity. I want to feel inspired. I want to feel fresh ideas flowing through me. I want to feel adventurous. I want to feel passionate!"

As you allow those general better-feelings to be enough (and don't demand specific answers from yourself right now), that will not only help you feel better, but it will also empower you to be ready and open for guidance and new opportunities that align with what you want.

Here are some posts I did that can help:

• Changing the Cycle of Feeling Stuck 
• How to Be Decisive — How to Clearly Know What You Want 
• How to Overcome Fear of Rejection 
• People Judging You Says More About Them Than It Does About You 
• Fear Is Love — Fear Is Your Friend 
• Fear of Abandonment — You're Abandoning Yourself 
• How to Love Yourself — Practical Tips for Self-Worth 
• Beginner’s Guide for Advanced Manifesting 

Look at your life so far, and use what you know as your path, what you are most interested in is your path. Find a way to make a job out of it.

Can you produce something independently as an entrepreneur?

In spirituality there is a saying “rejection is protection”

The only thing you need to do is be authentic. The right opportunity will come when it is supposed to. Rejection is redirection. Continue pursing your goals and going towards what you want to accomplish and ask yourself...Am I doing this for me or am I doing this for friends, family or societal expectations? If it is the latter, that could very well be what the issue is.

Hey, I’d like to give you a free numerology reading based off of your DOB. That way, you can get a better understanding of yourself.

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“In every religion there is love, yet love has no religion."

The question is, what will it be like after the last day?

Will I float into the sky

or will I fray within the earth or a river— remembering nothing?

How desperate I would be if I couldn’t remember

the sun rising, if I couldn’t remember trees, rivers; if I couldn’t even remember, beloved, your beloved name.

― Mary Oliver, Blue Horses: Poems

r/simpleliving you don’t have to achieve everything, you can have a simple life standing by the river, carving wood, cooking soup etc. it leads to greater happiness in the long run than trying to prove you can do endless things.

Accept things you can't control. If you let go of the struggle to force or push your path the resistance will go away. Harder you push, more there will be resistance. 

It might mean to be at peace with current situation you have, not trying to change it, but add things you like. Listening or doing music, doing art, walk in nature, write stuff etc - create something. Creating helps to let things go and creating is not expensive. It's free. 

There are stories about people who were prisoners of war ( I think it was from Paul Levy book about Wetiko, but I'm not sure about that at the moment), who have found profund peace and bliss while being being kept captive. They came to realize, that the freedom comes within. It wasn't about stuff they wanted to do or own, or places they wanted to be. When they got free, they even didn't feel bad about being held, because thanks to that prison, they found their true freedom.

I know it's not easy to let go, I have same struggles. I'm 34 at the moment and still sometimes feel stuck, like I should be doing more or something else or what ever. That's why I write stuff down, my metaphysical experiences, thoughts, what I would like to do, things about myself, my prayers, so when I get lost I read what I have written, and like magic, I get back to the state of mind I prefer, I don't have to ponder anymore, my mind gets free.

You can only do whatever is possible. It's more about your passion and ambitious vision. Ideas often transcend one's life.

Even once you find your material calling, the void will remain. The only way to fulfillment is to turn inward. 🙏

Have you heard of manifestation? I submit to you that you are manifesting perfectly your path or “journey,” which as any journey is rife with setbacks and dead ends. Consider how it would feel to complete your “path,” and make that feeling your reality by whatever way you can imagine. Not in a way that you are fooling yourself, but that you simply know that it has been fulfilled, you just need to expectantly await its revealing. And not in a way that you’re looking out for it, divining signs for this or that. That’s creating more confusion and diversion.

Just simply be and know that you are and have that knowledge or clarity or acknowledgment etc and it must to come to you. What you are and know now — the experience of a fruitless, never-ending journey — is already perfectly manifesting for you. It’s all a reflection of what you believe is true of yourself.