ETA: I do not qualify for SNAP/food stamps in Utah. I have applied and was denied.

OP:

So I am not really in a super bad position, I am on disability and my sister is my representative payee. So she pays all my bills for me (with my income) and just sends me a weekly allowance for gas/groceries/necessities/everything.

But I had a bunch of just miscellaneous things I really needed this week, so I ran my errands first, so I could know how much I had left for food.

I bought gas, put some money on my laundromat account (you pay with an app), got prescriptions and some necessary OTC meds, and bought a sunshade for my car because it’s getting f’ing hot.

And now I have $15.94 leftover for groceries…for a week!

I think I’ll go to the food bank on Monday. But I have been trying to avoid the food bank recently because a) other people need it worse than I do, and b) they give me food I shouldn’t be eating, and I end up binging on it. I have a binge/restrict eating disorder…and diabetes.

I’m so frustrated!!