I’m using a throwaway account for my safety.

I (21M) was outed by my cousin as gay to my parents (who are devout Muslims and have no issues with the concept of honor killings) and now they are threatening to call the cops on me (I live in a country where homosexuality is illegal).

Words cannot describe how scared and frightened I am right now and no amount of convincing is going to make them change their minds and I have no where to go even if I decide to escape, no one wants to associate with me and I have no support system at all. I’m feeling so isolated from everyone else right now and I recently talked with my dad and he said the chance of an honor killing is most likely.