I don't feel that I can be my authentic self in my home anymore, especially while on a journey of self exploration. I need to know how to be able to mask again, because it was so natural before, I didn't think about it, but now I'm struggling to be able to do that. Do I just disassociate 24/7? Not masking is making life hell for me, but I got a small taste of the freedom of not having to hide who I am while discovering all of that. Please help. I'm desperate to go back to how it was before October.