I started all of a sudden seeing these YouTube videos of Richard Dawkins saying we are mentally insane and it has shaken me to my core.

I've read his books and spent hours listening to him years ago and now I'm just heartbroken and hurting.

I'm again questioning everything and I just don't know what to think. Am I really just a crazy person and my being transgender is all made up?

If anyone can offer any guidance, I would sincerely appreciate it.