Is anyone else having a hard time?

Use your local Vet Center. You can get free counseling while at home using WebEx.

I can commiserate. The odd thing is I was Air Force.

We're all human and feel human emotions. My worst day was 9-11. I had been separated for over eight years, but I cried my eyes out and demanded my life for theirs.

We'll have to just enjoy this ride called Life.

Please get help brother

Every day can be rough. But today is hard for everyone that has lost brothers. Especially today, it’s about remembrance of the good times; not becoming them. Valhalla is a much better place than where your meat bag is.

Survivors guilt. You need help and the VA should cover it.

I used mushrooms to help me. They work

Survivors guilt sucks but you are not alone. Talk to some one. God bless

Thanks guys

You are not alone Brother. We all served and have purpose demons. Vet Center is awesome, Medication could be helpful but not necessarily depends on the person. Group therapy, not drinking or social media. I have recently put in paperwork for intense outpatient treatment. I know where you are and it sucks but there is help Brother make taking care of you your full time mission. Best of luck homie 

Thanks everyone for your thoughts and advice. Memorial Day was so emotional, I cried so much. I can’t shake it though, I’m seeing a psychiatrist for meds and therapist and well as group classes, it’s so difficult, hurts so much and seems i get triggered for no reason, my mind just goes there without warning. I’ll keep trying to move forward as long as I can. Thanks again.