It's been over 2 years of TTC (1.5 yr of active tracking/timing/trying) without ever a hint of a positive test. The start of every cycle is painful, both physically and emotionally. I'm no longer surprised when it happens but the hurt in my heart is still there.
Started the RE route back in Feb/March. After initial testing, bloodwork, imaging, etc we've finally started treatment. Clomid 50mg.
Took it CD3-CD7. Here we are CD10. Was told to have sex every other day from CD10-CD20 as ovulation SHOULD occur anytime from 5-10 days after last pill.
Just found out hubby has to leave early for military training this Fri (CD12). He should be able to return home every night through CD14 so we'll be good to go on that front. Im just worried about CD16/CD18/CD20.
He wont be due home until the middle of my next cycle. How wonderful would it be to give him some good news when he gets back. Here's to hoping the Clomid helps and the days we are able to have sex works.
But part of me just "knows" it wont. It hasn't in over 2 years. The only difference this time is the Clomid.
***Edited as to avoid being insensitive/offense. Sorry to those who have seen the original posting. I did not mean to upset anyone, just didnt have better words to express myself. Hopefully this will be ok now.