Does anyone feel as though when they try to get closer to the Lord, the more the enemy attacks your past mistakes and shames you to no end. I’m in that situation as we speak. A few weeks ago I really felt like it was time deep dive into apologetics again and possibly rejoin a church. Ever since then I’ve been attacked daily it seems with shame that can almost ruin my day. I continue to remind myself of the redemption I have through Jesus but I continue to do the scales method. I feel good when I’m doing something biblical and when I’m not shame is right there waiting