Question on my mind.

Edit: I ask because if humans don't love unconditionally, and not even God does, why do I have the desire to be loved so? If it doesn't exist anywhere, what's the point? Why do I live? I guess I'm just working through some difficult and discouraging feelings. if I'm responsible for keeping my faith intact like everyone is saying, I don't see a point in living because I know I will fail. "Do this." "If I fail?" "You suffer torment for eternity." Lord forgive me but this does not seem like an easy burden. I would much rather have never been born.