Don’t know what to do!

Please help me!!

It’s been like this for years and I am literally giving up on everything. I hate being outside.

The pictures here are every 15 days, most recent one I had something with a bit more diary so I think that might be a flair but it still looks bad on days before that.

Honestly, I don’t have a routine as I’m scared it’ll make it worse but I have to do something. It would be great if you give an idea on how long it would take to see a difference/results and if it could possibly clear it up fully.

Thanks :) (Ik pictures are creepy as I just don’t want my face anywhere out there)