Whats the dumbest thing youve done while in psychosis?

When I was in psychosis, I ate 6G of magic mushrooms and wandered around capital city completely lost. When I peaked from shrooms, voices told me that they are just chosen souls, with godlike power. They are basically gatekeeping this power of god from other souls. Those souls that are in power are killing other peoples souls who couldve godlike powers too, because of souls evolution. There are only a couple of souls with this power of god. Reality works by rules similar to bible. Everything indeed happens for a reason. Those souls who figured this power of souls, also figured out a way to decieve other chosen souls. They make you do things that you wouldnt do otherwise. They thought of a way for you to break the rules of reality. Its a trap which makes you instantly lose your power of your own soul and it also stops your souls evolution. Every step you made in this life was meant to happen. Once you break the rules of reality, you instantly lose your own souls power and eventually also your soul.

One day I felt my soul leaving my body and I have never been the same since.

in Psychosisby Kiwief

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12d

joesbagofdonuts

12d

I applied to a Christian School in NYC, King's College, was awarded a scholarship, and moved to Manhattan. I tried to make the best of it. Since I was only around Christians, and my delusions were entirely of a religious nature, noone fucking noticed that I was clearly losing my shit. People that knew me before thought I seemed off or weird, but my new friends thought I was pretty normal lol.

GrapplingChimp

12d

Sad to see. Im bipolar with psycostic features. I hope you know that you can have a relationship with Jesus and not have delusions. God has helped me so much managing my disorder.

saaaaaaaaaaaagg

12d

Oh how has he? I'm really curious since I'm exploring my faith

GrapplingChimp

12d

Thank you for asking. I always believed there may have been a God, but I was never religious until things hit rock bottom, and I had nowhere else to turn. Shortly after my diagnosis Bipolar with psycostic features, shortly after I started looking into religion, I gravitated to Christianity and as I looked at all of the evidence and started reading the Bible I was reborn after it seemed Jesus was the way. When I turned my life over to Jesus Christ, my life changed. While ofcourse its not some magic cure that will turn your life into sunshine in rainbows, but it will make you a better version of yourself that isn't alone anymore. You will have purpose and direction. I still struggle with my disorder, but I find comfort in the LORD who has saved me. I've had certain Psycostic symptoms have dissappear since. Which I am very grateful for. I can't promise this will happen to you, but I encourage you to pray.

atari_lynx

12d

I thought the police were going to kick down my door and raid my apartment, so I started mopping the floor with concentrated bleach. I accidentally spilled some on my favorite pair of sweatpants and ruined them.

Maleficent_Sort_7763

12d

Did you think you committed a crime or something? Like you felt you did something wrong or just was “expecting company”? I do that when I think people are coming.

atari_lynx

12d

It was January, and my friend sent me a photo of the calendar his volunteer fire department sends out every year. It had an advertisement for a lawyer on it and my brain immediately made the connection that my friend (through his first responder/law enforcement network) knew about an immanent police raid, and was trying to warn me by giving me the contact information of a lawyer I should contact once the cops arrested me. It came out of nowhere and makes no sense. I was running around my apartment panicking for a few hours until I slowly realized there was no police raid coming, sort of like waking up from a bad dream. Then I remember being hit with a wave of exhaustion and just falling asleep on my couch.

Maleficent_Sort_7763

12d

That would make me pass out too. lol. That one seems extremely stressful. It’s crazy how the mind does that and we don’t even really know how.

archie_balto1969

12d

I hit my roommate with a plastic stick (cat toy), I was arrested for assault and battery with a dangerous weapon, I spent 4 days in jail without realizing where I was. After I was arraigned, I was let go from jail to wander the streets totally psychotic. I wandered into a Hilton garden inn and the staff called the police. Police called an ambulance and I was taken to the hospital. I had a psychotic break that lasted almost a month that time. I don't remember hitting my roommate, he wasn't injured in any way, and it's finally making it's way through the court system. My forensic psychiatrist ruled me not criminally responsible, and the state offered me probation before judgement, so the whole thing will drop off my record.

Large_Acanthisitta25

12d

Dude that sucks. I’m so sorry you had to deal with that and happy it’s working out for you now. It really sucks how the justice system is seemingly a stacked deck against the mentally ill (like ourselves).

archie_balto1969

12d

In my case the court seemed to understand - I had plead not guilty by reason of insanity and the state was willing to make a better offer than ngri! No record is better than an ngri finding by the court. We (mentally ill) have to advocate hard to get a forensic psychiatrist involved, it's our right in the justice system!

Large_Acanthisitta25

12d

Yeah, I don’t know anything about insanity pleas, but how has that impacted your life? I, for example, love hunting and the great outdoors. If I ever had to plead insanity, I feel like I would lose my 2nd amendment right to own any kind of firearm. As someone who loves hunting, this would suck. Also what’s an ngri finding? Im not trying to get all up in your business, but I’m planning to go to law school and also have had psychosis so this is all very interesting to me.

archie_balto1969

12d

Ngri is "not guilty by reason of insanity" here in Massachusetts. Each state is slightly different when it comes to insanity pleas. But you're right, ngri finding means giving up firearms and other permitted weapons usually. Instead I was offered probation before judgement. I have to complete one year administrative probation, and my record will be clean. I won't have a felony record at all

Large_Acanthisitta25

12d

Interesting. Thanks for explaining!

Heart-Of-Aces

12d

Spent hours trying to “decode” things that were not codes.

Turbulent_Sun5842

11d

I did exactly the same. I would find code in everything. I even once got stuck for so long in a supermarket reading everything on each items packaging - I got so exhausted eventually that had to just leave my trolly and walk out. It was so intense.

Strawberry8900

12d

Told my sister that we were being trafficked by our parents when we were kids and that we never knew about it bc our memories of it were repressed. The next day my family took me to the hospital.

I still think something happened.

Loud-Marionberry4771

12d

Intoo took a shroom trip in a episode and that just made my symptoms go from bad to worse started believing I was a demon hunter and could see smell when people had them..

I also harrased a local dj bc I thought she was my twin flame messaged her relentless for months broke up with a gf bc of this delusion. Then another one I had I quit my job moved across the world lost my home and started a new relationship with someone who I in my normal state of mind don't really care for.

2shoe1path

12d

Every person commenting here is brave af!

examineobject

12d

I went pee on myself because I thought it would alert Cerberus of my location. I was marking his territory LOL

IVE-104

12d

Ate grass

Maleficent_Sort_7763

12d

I was at a friends birthday party with quite a few people there. I was on stimulants at the time and went into the bathroom to do them..I was already on the up and up and was drinking as well. So I had a drug induced psychotic episode. Their backyard is right by the bathroom window. I thought I had heard every single one of them talking so much shit about me and I was hurt so bad then I got angry. I left the bathroom, saw one of my close friends and yelled at her as I was leaving. Then went out back and yelled at every single person out there for something they had no idea what was going on. I ended up leaving. After I left I took the back way home and a truck tried running me off the road and I swear it was my close friend and her bf, I called her out on it and she said she had no idea what I was talking about and thinking about it now. I wouldn’t have known how she would’ve gotten there in that spot quicker than me after I left first. It was a mess. I don’t speak to any of them anymore. It was extremely embarrassing.

juancaramelo

12d

Was more in the recovery phase than acute psychosis, but I guess the dumbest/ most irresponsable thing I did was mix anti psychotics with mdma and ketamine, every weekend for about 6 months. Gave me some pretty interesting visuals and delusions. I felt really alive and had some wild relationships. Alienated some friends in the process too. Weirdly enough, it was one of the best moments of my life

Tiny_Dare_5300

12d

While I was out walking near the beach, a hawk flew out of nowhere and killed a crow in the trees. His crow pals started squawking like crazy and stirred up all their crow friends in the neighborhood trees. After a couple minutes there were maybe ~100 crows circling around this hawk sitting in a tree with their dead friend in his talons. Several people stopped to watch the spectacle from the ground. I was convinced the crows were evil, so I started throwing rocks and sticks in the air toward them yelling, "BE GONE, SKY RATS!" People just stared at me and laughed. It worked eventually and they left the hawk alone.

EngineeringNo9741

12d

Damn crows.

moodybootz

12d

Knocked on all my neighbors' doors, telling them different stuff depending what I believed that day. One time my voices told me they'd leave me alone if I knocked on my neighbors doors and said stuff like, "I can't sleep. Will you tell me a bedtime story?" "I can't fall asleep. Will you make me a glass of warm milk?" So I went around late at night knocking on doors asking people to help me fall asleep. Obviously in the end the psychotic voices did NOT leave me alone, they thought it was hilarious 😂

I also nearly got my friends arrested because of my insane behavior, also called the cops on myself, also accidentally almost stole my friends car (I was borrowing it with permission but lost a bunch of time cause of my delusions and kinda just disappeared with his car 😬)

peachieke

12d

Thought the dodgers won the World Series because I sent them positive affirmations via telepathy

Specialist-Wind6780

12d

Called an ambulance over having "bugs inside my head" 💀 good times...

GiveMeMyIdentity

12d

Almost killed a fruit fly,nursed it back to life. Walked around saying I was the God of fruit flies for a month. I 100% believed I was in control of fruit flies

maple_dick

10d

🤣🤣🤣

4kt4lyfe

10d

well your dumb action gave u a divine insight its not really dumb thast was cool

Algo_Slop_Victim

12d

I wrote on people’s cars outside with a paint marker.

graycloudx

12d

Punched someone thinking she a pedo

RazorsandMittens

12d

Asked my Spanish teacher if he was Apollo reincarnated, I will never get over that embarrassment

Brave-Start-7795

12d

speaking to people on tv, yt, etc thru my mind, not one time either this was a casual tuesday

Turbulent_Sun5842

11d

I walked into my friend's old house in the middle of the night with my dog. I felt that I was supposed to because I was really conscious of these cranes with red lights on them following me walk. So with my dog with me we walked in - everyone was asleep (thank God) I went into every room then just sat in the kitchen for a while. I think there were several cameras but somehow I left and no one ever fold out. In fact this is the first time I have told anyone. It was definitely a strong feeling that I was being encouraged to do this like somehow I was chosen to be trusted to check up on people... 🙄

Psybroz

11d

Tried to drink a candle.

insolito123

11d

I (m) put screws to all my windows to lock them because I thought that my partner was selling drugs and I thought people came to get the drugs thru the window. Those windows was locked about 5 months, and really I appreciate to my husband that he was supporting to let me do that. He just want me to feel comfortable.

Background_Course846

11d

Poured a whole bucket of protein powder over my head and threw the bucket on the floor and just sat there for a bit

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