i just found this subreddit and i honestly need some advice!!!

ever since 7th grade, ive identified myself as a lesbian, only attracted to females. i had known guys weren't for me.

now im a 9th grader and last weekend i felt like my whole world turned upside down. my friends were joking that i would go mentally insane without my therapist, and they were NOT wrong. i started to question my sexuality a lot for the past few days and i do not know where to begin.

i started to feel somewhat attracted to one of my guy best friends and many other people of all genders all at once. it started to give me a headache

one specific moment that made me want to look more into pansexuality was having flashbacks from 7th grade. in 7th grade, i had a crush on this (at the time) awesome girl. later in the year, she came to me and told me, "i think i feel comfortable identifying as a male. i want to transition one day". despite identifying as a lesbian during that time, i did not care about the gender. i just felt too connected to them that it was not a turn off when it came to attraction, because the emotional connection was just so strong. i still thought they were attractive.

any advice?