I was high yesterday and texting, my eyes were blurry as I typed to my friend and then suddenly I felt like I was pushed to the front of my forehead. Like my awareness or something. Lol, anyone else?
Anyone felt this
It's weird lol
Yes it can be weird and feel like intrusion
I do edibles to try and have fun, but also cuz it helps others kind of peek out and witness stuff. Last time i was high I genuinely processed a event that happened in my life. It helped. I know not everyone likes it, and I can respect that. Just my mind is ADHD as hell so I can't ever tell usually. The feeling I felt was just like I was pushed to the front of my forehead but like, not the body itself. So idk how to exactly explain it but it made me go "holy shit it's bed time-" lollll
I'm thinking I went cofront or something. Cuz I was genuinely talking to a friend and I just remembered the feeling, and being aware of what I was typing again.
I used to smoke consistently and have now given it up the last 9 months, that pushing still happens regularly š no maybe try quit and see if it still happens is this the first time ?
Yep! Imma stop for a bit and see. I don't know if I'll notice it but imma try. I usually hear stuff instead of experience the pushing, or I have intrusions of some kind like a craving, or gender expression changes as well as mannerisms.
Ah yeah good idea to stop and see how things are for yourself
Imma be so upset if I'm sitting here and it never happens again for the rest of my life /j
Weed is a dissociative.
Yes! And I naturally dissociate a lot too.
When I smoke it makes it easier for alters to front. Especially when tired and stoned they like jumping to the front and not just co-fronting.
Mmhm! I do too, but I never experienced this specifically. I assume I went to co con and slipped back into cofront? I'm not sure but it wasn't bad. Just confusion .
(Iām not yet diagnosed so take this with a grain of salt but) whenever I try to actively switch with someone (currently front-stuck) I feel pressure in the front of my brain like it suddenly gets more crowded in there. That said, I always feel a light pressure in my head but in this case it gets very centralised and the pressure increases. My vision also gets blurry and my thoughts get muddled. Maybe this is like an inverse of what you experience?
I did have muddled thoughts until I got shoved to the front of my head! Everything was blurry and I was typing. I mean, somehow I typed what I thought but it wasn't me typing lol! :) thank you!!
Not while taking or using drugs no š