And Christ forgive these bones I've been hiding, ahhaaaa and the bones I'm about to leave YEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH TAKE ME DOOOOOOOWN TO THE RIVER AND BATHE ME CLEAAAAN OHHHHH PUT ME ON THE BACK OF YOUR WHITE HORSE TO RIDE
ALL THE WAY TO THE CHAPEL LET YOU WASH ALL OVER ME
literally so many of her songs have me ascending like this. Some of my favorite moments though that still render me completely speechless although I’ve listened to these songs a million times:
The bridge of strangers.
The scream in ptolemaea and then her singing “I am the face of love’s rage” repeatedly.
The end of gibson girl where she’s singing “you wanna love me right now, you wanna fuck me right now” and it feels like her voice is moving from one ear to the other (listen with headphones if you haven’t yet, it’s life changing. with airpod pros, it’s even better).
SO TAKE ME DOWNN TO THE RIVER AND BATHE ME CLEANNNNN PUT ME ON THE BACK OF YOUR WHITE HORSE AND RIDE ALL THE WAY TO THE CHAPEL, LET YOU WASH ALL OVER MEEEE
And in Family Tree (Intro) when she sings “the fates already fucked me sideways/swinging by my neck from the family tree”
In Unpunishable: “numb faces in a dark bar, we don’t even know where we are/i don’t even know who you are, I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU AREEE”
“WE WAKE UP AND ALL THE FUCKING LIGHTS ARE OUT”
and then also in crush when she’s like “that’s right, he fucking loves me. LOW SLUNG BAD BITCH BABY COME AND GET YOU SOMEEE”
edit sorry I got two more:
The entirety of knuckle velvet because I just adore it so much, but especially “when you’re torn apart, you’ll destroy me again” and also the line “bleeding out on your sleeve, you kill me any way but softly” just stabs me in the heart every time
In famous last words “You were the one I'd have starved with til I can't hold out no more/you were the one I'd come looking for, over and over and over again”
..••…time drags on, i hate him for the time he’s gone, i’ve been here for days, i’ve been here for years, i’ve been here too long. and i forgot what stop means, either i drink it or the boat sinks ..••..
The bridge in Moon/Awake by The Dear Hunter where Casey sings and hits this amazing high note: “When the sins of sons to fathers come, too heavy is the weight, The spirit split in twoooooooooooo”
Makes me tear up every time I listen and sends me off into another realm
Second chorus of Strangers, second chorus of Inbred, of course the bridge of Ptolemaea, Jesus Loves Me, "you are the one I'd come looking for over and over and over again" from Famous Last Words, "you know I'd do anything for you" from Waco Texas (better than Dust Bowl, fight me), the bridge of Ad Nauseum (underrated song in general), "I'm the real pig blood soaked fuckin homecoming queen"...
And of course The God. "God doesn't love you...not like I do...to be fucked on the floor...by the most beautiful creatures.........TO BE IN HELL IS TO BE OUT OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD. 🤯"
so many . headdddd full of whiskeyyy but i always deliver from AT, when the beat kicks in in throughfare when she says "and we found heaven in time when your western sunshine met my deep southern wet" and also the family tree bridge will never not ascend me
“There Is No Food” by Have a Nice Life ~ with maxed out noise cancelling headphones is the closest I’ve been to an outer body experience (save for that one time when I actually had an outer body experience) 😅
The take a bite part right before the breakdown in The Offering by Sleep Token. Also every part of every song by Sleep Token. (Listening to them for the first time was a spiritual experience.)
I think that I might have fallen in love. What am I to do? - Halleys Comet Billie Eilish
And I shouldn't cry, but I love it, Starboooyy. - Stargirl Interlude (feat. Lana Del Rey)
You're my world now. You can stay, you can stay. But, you belong to me. You belong to me.. If it hurts to breathe, open a window. Oh, your mind wants to leave. But, you can't go. - House Of Balloons/Glass Tables
Sorry can't save me now. Sorry, I don't know how. Sorry, there's no way out. - Listen before I go Billie Eilish
I've never felt so alone. Felt so alone...
Feel the morning on my face. Ain't a pill that I ain't take. - When I R.I.P Labrinth
I guess I gotta go. I guess it's time to go. I gotta let you go. (I'm so devoted). Gotta let you go. Gotta let you. I gotta you go, I must. Cause you're the only one that's holding me down. Open Arms SZA
I don't know if I can be alone again. I don't know if I can't be alone again.. - Alone Again The Weeknd
How do I make you love me? How do I make you fall for me? How do I make you want me? - How do I make you love me? The Weeknd
Was I missed you. Yes, it's true. I should've known not to let you go, let you go. 'Cause I missed you. Baby boo.
We could've grown if I held you close, held you close. - Missed you The Weeknd.
Let's get drunk.. Keep the bitch jump. Keep it on ju-ump. - Too Many Nights Metro Booming (feat. Don Toliver)
Goodbye - Billie Eilish
Don't know where you are right now. Did you see me on TV. I'll try not to starve myself. Just bc you're mad at me. And I'll be denial for at least a little while. What about the plans we made... Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem. - TV Billie Eilish
Recess - Melanie Martinez
Ride with it. Ride with it. I know you know I know you wanna- wit it. Don't be shy with it. I'll supply with it. I've got you girl. Oh, I've got it, girl. . . Baby, if you knew this feeling, I would give to you. Oh, you. Oh, you. Oh, you. Cause I've got it, girl. Oh, I've got it, girl. With me, with me. - The Party/The After Party.
SO TAKE ME DOWN TOOO THE RIVERRRRR
AND BAAAATTTTHHEEEE MEEEE CLEEEEEAAAAANNNN