Hey folks,
the title is my question. A definition of healed would be where CPTSD symptoms no longer effect daily living or are non-existent.
As it stands I have daily flashbacks to my childhood from random activities. Rarely does a hour go by where I don't have to think back to how horrible it all was.
I don't want to trigger anyone so I'm not going to share much of what I experienced.
I don't think it has to be forever. I've gone from frequent flashbacks and suicidal thoughts multiple times a day to the point where I haven't been majorly triggered in recent memory. It's probably been a year ish. I feel like I've now got the space and energy to start trying to get my life together.
It's still there, but It doesn't affect me like it did. I can deal with it better now. It's more of an occasional dull ache rather than the frequent sharp pain that it was, if that makes sense. I'm hoping it will get even better as I keep working at it.
I never thought I'd get to this point. I'm going to try and take it as far as I can.