My mother physically abused me alot as a teen after their divorce to retaliate from his abuse on her. One time it got really bad to the point I felt like I wont survive so I ran out the house, borrowed a neighbors phone called him explaining everything and it made him believe he must call the police. Soon after they showed up, nothing was done she excused my wounds and lashes to the police it made her more angry at me so she kicked me out and when she asked him who called police on her, he said it was me. I was 16.

I tried to defend myself but in one year when before she kicked me out and when i asked him to be honest about the police thing they both said they regret having me. From then on she made it her mission to turn anyone against me and those people even wished that my child treats me the way i treated nmother without knowing I was abused and terrified at 16. I felt i couldve trusted my nfather and i was very wrong. Throughout the years i tried to forgive her and respond to her attempts but i gave up 2 years ago, she does hate me.

Now they are now trying to reach me thru email and i dont wanna attend the funeral. I havent seen him in person since I was 18, Im currently 29. He ruined my life it made me make terrible choices and im now trying to reclaim my life and its exhausting having to get up everyday to continue.