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Glad i saw this post. Been feeling really alone lately and misunderstood. I feel like most people are over achieving over doing always busy type, whereas im the complete opposite. Felt isolating and alienating in an already alienating situation. (Having cPTSD being the situation, lol)
I rarely take risks. Im paralyzingly scared to make the wrong move and what others will think of me. I feel like a failure and have little confidence in myself and abilities. I want to do something with my life and feel productive, it just feels out of my control right now, and thats also been terribly frustrating and hopelessness inducing.
EMDR could help you and the OP. I'm starting it next week but I have felt the same. I have been wanting a trial separation from my husband just because I feel like I fail at the relationship daily. It's hard to want to keep going with the repeat negative messages and a partner who isn't a qualified therapist or angel...