I wrote this body text 10 times trying to find the right words. Fuck this. I need a therapist who can deal with heavy social anxiety. Relatively cheap. And mostly deals with more personal problems rather than marriage or trauma. I have alot of shit going on. I have alot that has happened in the past and I just want someone to vent to. And someone who can find the source of why I'm the way I am. Yes I get mad alot. Yes I will probably shut down and refuse to talk. But yes I need a therapist and I'm ready to try and come out of that shell to get help. If anyone has any good recommendations on anyone that's pretty good please let me know. Thanks